Bullied Mate Of The Lycan Kings – Chapter 120
Lily’s POV
I’m a balloon. My head has been pumped with helium and set free and I’m floating up into the sun and burning up and catching fire.
It would have been better if he didn’t take my hand to rest it against his chest as he said those words to me. Maybe then I would have continued to delude myself into thinking that all of Zac’s feelings stemmed from his love for Callista and had nothing to do with me. I was just her replacement, not the girl he loved.
s? Him… I…
as the lie I had told myself the f
n his eyes.
his gaze. He had the face of an avenging archangel, dark and cruel, high cheekbones and perfect symmetry. Looking at him hurt my eyes, but yet, I couldn’t look away. Not when he was looking at me
t about you, you were in my dreams every night, your face tormenting me. I used to think it was because of how closely
the wall. I was caged in his arms as he rested his forehead on the wall above me. His entire body was trembling, as if the weight of his confession was breaking his back.
his but I don’t think I can hide it anymore because it will explain so many thi
t like what I was about to hear.
ctically no more space between us.
’t put the fire out.
r way to keep you here so I donated my blood to you.”
t’s not so bad-“
d donation. It’s a bonding ritual… especially because I’ve had my fill of your
ions to fill in the blanks.
him.
ants to stay close to your bonded. It wants to drown in his scent and wallow in his space until the bond you share is properly established. It’s like how you were w
your veins.”
e hospital? Why I needed him so close to me.
ver as
l, he was not lying.
give anyone my blood and it would be just that; a blood transfusion, but this bond formed because like it or not, you’re attracted to me and you already know how I feel about you. The bond only amplifies a two sided attraction. You need to be more honest with yourself even if you don’t want to be honest with me.”
heart.
to rip my best friend to shreds for marking you first. It makes me hate my other best friend for being your fated mate. It makes me insanely jealous of anyone t
g about himself, about us was not a lie.
afraid to accept it. What are you so afraid of? Why won’t you just admit it?”
that would make me a
s eyes, I could melt into mush right now. “Please, don’t lie to me.”
led.
ining against the constraints of my body, as if desperate to rise up and intertwi
was losing what was left of my morals
urve of my neck, inhaling softly. “I just want to take a bite out of you.”
re curling in my blood.
I gave in to the desire.
hat we were flush against each other as his eyes searched mine.
could as well have lit me on fire just as he smiled, his lips, only a hair’s breath from mine. Our breaths mingled as he whispered two words before he took my lips hungrily in his. “Prove it.”
g at my taste.
ed and feral. “Even your blood sings for me, listen to your heart race, Lily and tell me again that you feel nothing.”
is face and continued where he left off, kissing the hell out of him.
ntense and he growled into the kiss, shoving m
cause me pain but only enunciated the pleasure.
on his hair to match the way he was grabbing me so tight and kissed him even harder, our tongues connecting in a way that
into my hair, slipping under my shirt, grabbing my a*s, until he growled, and lifted me by my waist, hoisting me against the wall.
my already damp underwear made my body tremble and he let out a strangled groan, jerking his hips against my core.
smell so good, duchess,
st as our kisses turned more wild, more feral.
.
d to kiss me while he maneuvered his right hand in between our bodies to cup my clothed c
ties. My hands tugged on his hair and my legs squeezed around his sides, a whimper escaping my lips.
ody racking shiver from me.
berating through my chest.
f*****g perfect.”
, adding a second finger that had me crying out his name.
fast until I was dropping my hips onto his finger, desperate to pull us closer.
ose.
ase
are you doin
ered when I clenched and unclenched my walls ar
ly slow.
e like that.”
else who wil-“
out his name.
e until the shock waves dulled into tiny shivers.
th.
sluggish.
rt ballooned into my throat as the reality of our situation dawned on me.
he whispered against my neck and I was frozen in horror and self revulsion.
and this was what I wanted him to find me doing? Getting finger f
had feelings for.
ay from him and landed on my feet, leaning against the wall for
sick and confused because I knew that I loved Ren more than anything but I also wanted Zac. Even Aiden that I hated made my entire body
en was my mate? How much more would he stretch himself out to accommodate me? I felt like a monster for not being satisfied, for being too greedy and wanting too much.
…”
y words. As if one wrong move would make his entire life fall to pieces.
me might even like Aiden after all of this is o
chess-
. You all want me. And I can’t choose and what does that make me?”
inish the job and just take me against the wall.
ke he could hardly hold himself together as he stared at me with so much pain that made my chest
eded to face myself fi
myself anymore. This vapid, greedy heart of mine that wants more than it deserves.
he hall, my heart in my throat and just as I was abou
obably what I needed at the moment and I continued heading forward, about to call out his name but before I could eve
t, princess.”
last thing I heard before he knocked me unconscio