Bullied Mate Of The Lycan Kings – Chapter 65
Lily’s POV
The entire lunch time was quiet and tense after Mauve’s confession and plea to be given a second chance while there was entire ruckus and confusion going on in my head.
My heart was pounding faster than a herd of water buffalos throwing a tantrum, my head was throbbing with pain and a feeling of impending doom and crippling sadness had taken a hold of me. I knew what to do but even though I knew that it was the right thing, it didn’t stop my hands from trembling so hard, I dropped my fork a few times.
throughout, especially when Ren, being a gentleman had gone to get Mauve’s lunch and had not bothered to ask what she wanted.
e on her face that he remembered something like that.
no right to come between them. I’ll find the one m
ready to give her a second chance, I could not help the bite of jealousy that threatened to swallow me whole as I watched them sitting side by side the entire break time.
d good together, like they complimented each other. That was
relationship.
ard I tried. If he was a beloved golden retriever, I was a despised black alleycat. He was the golden boy, I was the plain jane that everyone considered
uld actually leave someone like Mauve for someone like me, especially when she was here, promisi
h of relief. Good, I had one more class before I was home free for the rest
as the first person to rise to my
I quickly said and rushed towards the door not waiting for a re
lt as Ren guided me close to the wall beside the exit doors and stood in front of me
ad, his tall form, towering over me.
seen him look so s
out preamble in that voice. You know, THAT voice that made me want to keel over and submit to every word he says.
What if anyone comes and sees us.
Oh gods.
registered the people trooping out of the cafeteria, including Rhea and Chelsea who shot me worried
said tensely.
is eyes. Releasing me and looking around, he cle
n trying to get you to look at me throughout but i
ere.”
do.
not in my right mind last night, after the whole thing with Aiden and Zac, and I said a whole bunch of nonsense that I wish I could take back but since it’s too late for that, I would like to ask you to forget everything that happened last night.” I managed to
even though I was certain that Mauve and whoever was left in the cafeteria was watching me.
on’t want to be with Mauve. I want to be with you and I need you to understand that. What will it take to make you mine? What do I have to do to prove to you that it’s you I want?”
zed, my resolve crumbled, a lump stuck in
my face gently in his hands, making me stare right into his eyes, thumbs circl
y that you want to be with me too, sweetheart. Nothing else matter
altered.
afar with a heartbroken expression on her face, I knew that even though I wanted to say ye
right again. I need to know my place and stay in line. I can’t take anyone’s p
e away the shield that protected her for my selfish interests, especially now that I knew no one else cared about her. She would not survive it.
eces, even though my eyes swelled with tears, I knew what I had to d
into thinking something else when all I wanted was to have a friend. Nothing more.”
ld my hand and shook his head, his eyes filled with dread and disbelie
w that you can’t hide the truth from me, Lily. Please tell me the truth. f**k everybody else and focus on you for one damn second!”
about what the truth really was.
ine.
I don’t want you. Not in the way you think I do. You were the first friend I ever had and I might have overstepped my boundaries with you but
nothing I had ever seen before and he looked so distraught and confused and hurt, his hand dropping mine like he had b
is hand.
next class?”
es worried when they took in my state of distress, but thankfully, they didn’t say anything, only choosing to walk beside me in silence and I was grateful because right now, speaking was the last thing I wanted t
nfusion.