Bullied Mate Of The Lycan Kings – Chapter 81
Ren’s POV
I could almost laugh.
This had to be a dream, right? A cruel, twisted dream. I’d wake up any minute now, back to my miserable life with Mauve, back to my worst fears that Lily didn’t give two shits about me.
am.
oing over and over in my head.
ted me?
tance between us, her hands still cupping my cheeks, her chest flush against mine.
shing her to me and continuing from where we left off.
he said, I scanned her mind and felt my heart squeeze in my chest when I saw how hurt she had been when she lied to me about not want
day had opened up wounds from my past, my fear of loss and abandonment and I had been so scared to check her thoughts, wanting to hold on to the benefit of doubt and keep my last shred of dignity that I ha
how Mauve had chosen everything that comes with our relationship but me. I had a freaking panic attack and dissociated badly moments late
chest, a heavy weight lifting off of me.
e not as much as I loved her but it didn’t matter. She was in love with me and it was enough. It was more
ing myself for putting that look of hurt on her face but quickly making sure that I explained why I didn’t want to kiss her again.
o the surface minutes ago and that was such a terrible thing to do when I was still mated to Mauve. I was ashamed of myself for acting like an animal and allowing my d**k to control me at that moment.
own my spine and I shook my head immediately.
uite the contrary. You just made me the happiest man in Shadow Cove, but I can’t kiss you right now. I’m scared of doing something that I’ll regret
y lap for her to sit and when she smiled and sat immediately, my heart swelled.
loving someone and being loved right back fe
t know if y
tiful face twisted into an
I nodded,
head.
hat should have never happened and my mother didn’t ever let me forget it. One day, she left me to die and the Hawthorne
lmost laugh.
ream, right? A cruel, twisted dream. I’d wake up any minute now, back to my
people don’t talk about it anymore but growing up, I could feel the hatred that members of the Hawthorne clan had for me even though Ariel, my adopted mother, loved me like her own. I was proof of the Alpha’s infidelity and I heard how people talked about my mother behind my back. It was not like I could even defend her. She deserved every
d her face.
ft, I understood where you were coming from.”
I was not going to rest until I give her that, consequences be damned.
sorry for rejecting you. I felt like I was taking advantage of your k
ch I had zero wish to do anymore.
ith someone who tries to use the truth behind my birth to blackmail me when she doesn’t get what she wants.
ut she’s not going to. She never will, not when she sees leaving me as going back to a miserable life. She tried to kill herself when I tried to break up with her. That’s how bad it is.”
d she shook her head.
she’s going to try to kill herself,” she said hesitantly, putting a hand on my shoulder, “then maybe we sho
was sure that she did, I was not going to lose her again.
to work. Please, don’t leave again.”
needed Lily to see that I was ruined without her.
he nodded slowly, I fought my hardest to keep my hands from her, but I just couldn’t.
Grabbing her and lifting her up, I adjusted her so tha
our kisses, impatient and needy, arms around our bodies like we couldn’t get enough of each other.
sat down harder on my crotch and I let out a hiss as desire shot up my spine.
f**k it.
orth, urging her to move where it felt good.
way. Keep going.”
te, more passionate.
unabashed awe as she practically dry humped me, using me for her own pleasure and satisfaction.
hot, so beautiful, her cheeks flushed and hot, her blood red lips slightly parted, eyes clouded with desire, her head thrown back, long dark hair, sticking to her face as she grinded dirtily on me
ed her as she took and took, mesmerized by her. I’d give her anything she wanted. Anything she asked of me
abbing fistfuls of my shirt.
Use me, I’m yours.”
cry and collapsing against me, boneless and exhausted.
ed her hair,
ce in my shoulder and let out
wn from her high.
the crook of my neck.
t’s nothing to be embarrassed about. I loved w
ir.
he closest I could get to letting everyone know that she was mine and I was hers.
s more mercy than I thought I deserved.
can’t stay here.”
d back to look at me an
her to her feet.
ight.”
drive you to her place.” I answered, returning her smile and helping her pack a ba
hat anger. I would fix the issue.
er cat in her arms while I helped her with the bag, it was on the tip of my to
ds died quickly in my throat, not wanting to scare Lily away.
d walking until a hand wrapped around mine and when I looked down, Lily was smiling up at me.
e you okay?”
e her an even bigger smile, tugging her to my side.
felt better.”