I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 11

For what ? I do not understand why . I would like to go back to properly prevent his act, I would like to erase this moment from my life and forget it as if nothing had ever happened. And yet it’s impossible, I constantly remember this moment so as not to forget it.

I hadn’t slept a wink all night because of him, I hate him, I hate him for kissing me and then becoming one with my mother in the next room.

I’m just an idiot, I should have pushed him away, he made fun of me after all I deserve it, I let myself be tempted by his hoarse voice, by his hypnotizing eyes,….by his lips.

it afterwards and the worst thing was that he acted normally this morning, which was absolutely not my case.

where else…

t have followed a bit of this course.

argument as always” I lied.

ng? She reproaches me.

— I don’t know what you’re talking about.. I say,

rding your altercation with a hysterical woman

e.

ing my things away as does Inata and we rush towards the exit.

up face down on the ground.

’t you be careful? the

frown.

angry.

walks around me.

n’t have time t

levator.

ue.

old bag against my shoulder.

he stores close, see you tomorrow?

see you tomorrow… I replied with a smile on my face.

.

h him and a tight smile appears on his lips.

llo… I said simply.

said.

e fine, I’ll take the bus,” I replied

he circles my wrist.

se, I would like u

ly and give

. We have been driving for a few minutes when he takes the opposite direction to mine.

e we going

lly tense up, not appreciatin

lace. he said.

ting since he’ll do whatever comes to mind.

……….

fter a few minutes of driving, he finally parks in front of a magnifi

ke a stake not knowing wha

w me… he breathes.

round me, it’s really beautiful here but unfortunately I don’t see any piano which is a real shame.

ag on the ground, remove my worn sneakers under the curious gaze of my dear friend.

roll my eyes

s..

ter will be fine.

e whole contents in one gulp, my throat was dry, which makes Gabriel smile

I’ll order.

….

ootball match, I eat

have an appetite for a girl, it’s surprising, I wonder how come you’re not gaining weight? he said with his mouth full.

ulders.

d.

tare at him for a moment, he runs a hand over his hair, a sign that he is nervous.

ns.

hink that suits her.

ave confidence in you…

igh.

ed.

nd settles comfortably on the couch, moving close

what she gave off from the outside but deep down her behavior m ‘unbearable.

o him attentively and suddenly

s lips.

I giggled and winked at him.

g.

ing at me like that… I

whispers so quietly that I thought I hadn’t heard correctly.

my hair behind my ear and his hot breath falls against my face.

ithout wanting to I shiver slightly in the face of his contact. He approaches me dangerously, I know perfectly well what he wants to do and yet I take no effort to prevent his action. Our knees are now brushing against each

ously close to mine, our breaths mix.

reetly relieved not to have gone further with him.

nience.

e idiot from earlier who is in front of me.

t me introduce you to Yanis, my brother,” he said, somewhat annoyed.

? Tell me I’m dreaming. The man named Yanis stares at me for a moment then a mocking smile di

really have no

s his back on

to get to his room.

saw that….otherwise I think I’ll go home. It’s getting late.

Don’t you want to stay a little longer?

I would like to,

and offers to accompany me, which I g

now outside.

ng on the balcony with a cigarette between the fingers.

urn around. Gabriel appeared and handed me a helmet, I sat behind him and he started.

against my face, it moves

………

nstairs from my house.

word again” he breathes.

e a kiss on his prickly cheek due to his budding beard.

surprises me enormously but I let him do it because deep inside I appreciate this contact, I simply appreciate his presence.

would not like anyone to surprise us.

ht Liya, ” he whispers.

ht.

******

that I don’t like.

not going to repeat myself .. my mother thunders from d

llow.

at this day will be long.

arent has just come out.

ight for my revisions and I’m terribly lacking in sleep.

ose my eyes to join Morpheus’ arms again, someone rings the doorbell.

he ringing persists.

e a zombie I walk towards the entrance and open the door slightly.

n my face.

a nightie.

th raised eyebrows.

the door wide and beckon him in

?”

lips.

ays simply.

rossed against my chest.

ou really think I’m going to follow you?

y gets up and approaches me until he’s at my height.

, just as a friend.. he says to me winking.

eyes, this man is an

ed, let’s not waste time. ” he said, pushing me by the shoulder

ve it a brush,” he chuckles.

. ” I cursed.

ple t-shirt and enter the bathroom.

e are we going?

is broad shoulders

I’m not going to like it.

rmly around his waist. I wonder if I’m choking him because of how I’m squeezing him. I’m no longer afraid of his bike but I don’t know how to hol

ee the sea

.

isn’t telling me that..” I

lly stops,…not the sea.

e down… he says simply.

park his motorbike.

w him.

back.

We just cam

hen he notices that I am no longer there. He immediately turns around and

around my legs.

e ignores my protests and continues his path on the

ot, I have sand on my face

nd why is he irritating me right now.

’t eat breakfast.

, I sigh relieved.

te you” I said harshly.

magnificent smile.

ooked around a little

explains.

nod, I like it anyway, it’s warm.

He turns his back on me and looks for I don’

a helped me” he said proudly, showing me a swimsuit. I opened my

Inaya I’m going to kill you.

this thing, I’m not going to swim Gabriel.

seriously.

wim..

t.

re you doing?

. A few hairs run across his tanned chest, yeah a real delight for my poor eyes. He has a satisfied smile on his face

ithout embarrassment. The worst thing is that he doesn’t stop there, he undoes his belt, that’s too much, I immediately turn around and contemplate the sea from through

wait too long, I’ll wait for you downstairs… he br

and closes the door behind him.

having no choice I

…..

he beach is practically empty which encourages me to come out of my hiding place.

, my hair flies in all directions and the sun beats deliciously on my white skin, I missed the beach so much.

their sockets and his mouth is wide open.

s me greatly.

– We’re going to stand there?” I said

dn’t know how to swim… he said with difficulty.

ost want to laugh.

s the sea.

y feet deliciously.

I said, laughing

my knees and the other around my shoulders, he carries me and by reflex I p

I panicked.

I move as best I can and neither one nor two

screamed beside myself.

pig, the idea of ​​drowning hi

ver, seeing my state, he bega

Come back here!” I shouted.

ly and start to swim as best I can, he moves further and further away

el ” I screa

ace, the salt water stings my throat and crosses my nostrils, preventing me from breathing properly

e surface…Gabriel. I cough violently and try to regain normal breathing.

s .

ers harshly.

ly and I can also feel his energetic beats.

face him. His face is distorted with worry and he delicately caress

?” he asks.

h falls on my face and his hand tenderly caresses my back, this simple gesture soothes me.

, what is surprising and absurd is that in this moment I only have one desire, so I take the initiative and seal our lips.

tial sound comes out of his throat, I don’t know why I like this sound, his lips are surprisingly soft, he likes to bite my lower lip thus asking for access to my tongue Our tender kiss becomes fiery, he grips me firmly by the hips, pressing my pelvis further against his, I widen my eyes when I feel the effect I have on him lower down. He breaks our kiss for lac

I’m not thinking anymore, I just wish he would continue.

inging to him like a lifebuoy, never taking his ey

water and he delicately places me on the sand, drops of water streaming f

pports himself with his elbows.

ubbing his nose against mine.

of my neck.

ithout me being able to hold it back, I can feel his smile against my skin. — Excuse me

e are in a public place.

oints not far from us to his wife and children.

stammered embarrassed.

rection.

tly when Gabr

t do?

ldn’t have done that” you said without looki

lifts my chin with his

ou wa

lf from his grip.

It was a mistake,”

forces me to get up, holding my hand and tries to smile.

gives in easily, anyway we both know that it won’t be the same again……