I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 18

I look at them in turn and swallow with difficulty.

– Excuse me, I… I didn’t want to disturb you…, I stammered, turning around quickly without waiting for their response.

I knew it was a bad idea to come see him. This idiot says he cares about me and yet he’s hooking up with someone else behind my back! I never thought he would do this to me. And why do I feel so bad? I’m not his girlfriend so he can do whatever he wants.

y way.

e, holding me firmly by the wris

l.

it affects me to see him with someone else, so

leaving so quickly?

inking of this girl who accompanied him.

must be waiting for you,” I shouted beside mysel

ps following my words increases my anger even more.

ing fun of me, I’m not frowning at all convinced.

only you that interests me. he said seriously.

My cheeks immediately turn red, I avoid his gaze, feeling very uncomfortable.

n’t know you were so jealous,”

ords, and shiver when his lips settle on my cheek.

ed myself

miserably.

ist.

st and Then you’ll tell me what’s wrong, okay?” he said accompanied by a cute smile.

do without him?!

forced me to eat, we now meet in his room.

him. He stretches out full length and pulls me by the wrist. I find myself resting my head against his warm chest and his

seconds.

y face.

— I I had an argument with my mother.” I whispere

the back of my neck, which doesn’t displease me.

o talk about it?” he said hesi

s slightly.

I whispered.

my hair and brings me closer to him, as if that could be possible.

ly need it.

ad positively and let myself be carried away by the regular movement of his imposing torso, by his warm breath which meets my neck, by his gentle caresses on my cold skin, by his lips which venture on my face, it This is how I jo

ghtly and see that he is sleeping.

hand over his hair and caress it with my fingertips, they are so soft.

index finger runs over her little nose, her lips parted…very tempting.

a tap on my left buttock.

pen, he breathes.

e. I straighten up slightly to escape his insistent gaze but he firmly surrounds my waist, not wanting to let me go.

at?”

perfect body.

mall voice, grimacing.

s eyelids for a moment, then loosens his grip on my body, making me understand that I can

and a towel.

wait quietly for him to bring me what I need.

t spending the night on the cold floor is anything but pleasant! I

hear his voice of Gabriel echo, he speaks to me but with the water

able to dive back into my little bubble.

wrap my body in a towel that seems much too short.

don’t hear any noise from the other side.

would like to get dressed, I tried in case he was in the

st left his room.

.

steps from me. Shit !

Yanis is

difficulty, paralyzed that he sees me like this.

brain.

ze lingers on my bare legs.

stand,” suddenly shouts from the hallway.

s. “

” I began.

” he places his ind

Let me get out of it

ces his palm against my mouth preventing me from speak

r and I guess that she is already in Gabriel’s room.

ers so coldly that I immediatel

he holds me by the wrists and once again pushes me against the wall, this time he sticks his pelvis to mine to prevent me from moving.

pest,” he roars.

ment is extremely annoying, in Everything is awkward, the proximity of our bodies, his breathing mixing with mine and the insistent look he gives me.

longer hear

from her afterwards,” I whispered.

at me.

r now,” he murmured so quietly that I thought I hadn’t heard correctly.

t he means. My eyes, which are at the level of his neck, focus on his Adam’s apple which rises and falls, his square jaw without beard, his tanned skin, and I can make out his slightly hairy

shivering at his touch, which I really don’t like.

ance between us, and glare at him.

in a trembling voice.

which I do not understand.

without a glance in my direction and finally walks out of the damn bathr

ted to find myself alone, I run a hand over my face and try not to think about

t dressed, no longer able to stand finding myself so naked.

’s boxers lying on the bed, am I really going to put these on? Apparently I have no choice, I then wear jogging pants and a large

nd my heart rate accelerates abnormally.

ing me and scrutinizing me like his brother did earlier, except that here I’m i

said weakly.

you look super se

t laughing and thanked him f

his chin on my shoulder.

.

m.

the night with me…