I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 26
We are now alone. My gaze does not leave his imposing silhouette, he turns his back to me and my heart rate accelerates as he locks us into this far too narrow space.
He then turns around, walks towards me like an animal that has just found its prey, his gaze scans me from top to bottom, leaving no detail of my little person.
His slow footsteps echo in this unpleasantly silent room.
e does not intimidate me in any way. He stops a few centimeters from me, his partum intrudes i
l is.
gaze.
fts to her lips as they part.
ks he’s a doctor, he whispers in a cold tone, ne
vers down my neck. Ke tenses me when his warm palm meets mine, somewhat trembling, and he collects my
in the trash…idiot!
finger dangerously brushes against my lips which only
is.
ce, his jaw clenched and his eyebrows furrowed.
ve let Yanis touch me, I had to push him away before he tried anything.
om him really displeases me… But deep down, it’s none of his business
en to me
moan at their much desired contact.
wild, much more urgent than the previous times, he aggressively caresses my bare legs, his fingers dig painfully into my flesh as if
s my lower lip and slides his tongue against
mine.
desire which manifests itself under his pants… this desire intended only for me.
back of his neck, and dig my fingers
desire had caused in me earlier.
ads in my lower abdomen, a pleasant sensation that warms my cheeks more than they already are.
ss.
is hand suddenly traps my throat an
taches himself from my lips which want more, his panting breath falls on my receptive skin and his nose brushes mine.
to contemplate him, his perfect profile. his hard features, this face that
ory before this moment ends.
detaches himself from my hungry body, places
, he says right after.
es painfully in my ribcage facing his gaze…his gaze whic
be tempted. by Gabriel… Yanis and this man in front of me who can’t stand me anymore.
back on me then strides out of the room, leaving me alone.
there motionless still in shock by his words and his look…
le, cross the huge room bustling with the crowd, and rush towards the exit.
e is ?
sweet voice
.
round to face him, he looks at me with big eyes
sked, troubled.
me in the eyes.
u… I. “
o come home, Gabriel,” I cut him off, turning my back on him.
ied to me.
ng my arm with his comforting hand.
rom me, Gabriel, please.
ry to free myself from his grip but he
“I’ll go with you,” he orde
ust changing, I said to my “boyfriend”.
nd settles into the chair. He was only supposed to drop me off but I don’t know why I invited him to stay with me. An idi
rture for me. I then remove the necklace that I had put on, and put it back in its box.
s not me.
teps behind my back attracts my attention, through the mirror I see Gabriel approachin
k of my neck.
l,” he whispers, placing a kiss against my neck.
my cheek, clenching my teeth hard to stop myse
im away.
st expression, I go around him to turn off the light.
in the darkness…I walk towards him, the
ties before his eyes.
laced on my bare shoulders, he takes a few steps
with his weight without ever stopping kissing me. His kiss is soft, tender… and not wild and exciting like with him.
e and tenderly caress my cheeks.
gers venture to his shirt which I begin to
ess, my eyes wander over this part of his wel
his moment to undo his belt…and his pants quickly
ite my
ed chest to his pectorals, I
te and unknown contact.
urning kisses, his lips descend
mouth does to my breasts.
oan softly, not being able to contain the pleasant torture he makes me f
his touch…he discovers me completely, taking all his time.
stops at the level of my lace pa
on what will follow… for any answer I
and on his shoulder which I caress, encouraging him to continue.
the same fate.
ked.
es are in contact. his forehead
r and looks into my eyes.
hesitantly.
yes I won’t be able to go back.
making the right choice and that Gabriel is the one ideal man but m
gentle Gabriel, I finally
places a chaste kiss on my lips, then nestles his
ing hurts! Terribly bad.
o stand up, but I immediately circle his neck and hold him
and
und his waist.
ing,” I whispered through clenched teeth.
ove against mine, slowly , I wince in pain at each movement of his.
ith pleasure against my ear, this pleasure which I give h
nknown to me is felt in my lower abdomen.
asure.
the contrary, they increase. T
yfriend, the most wonderful man I know makes lov
that I desire…in this moment my brain imagines another man touching me…it is not his soft hands on my body that I feel but rather rough and warm hands …it is not its intoxicating perfume that surrounds me but a wild male smell
reach seventh heaven in openly screaming my boyfriend’s name but secretly screaming the man I desire deep within my being.
on top of me, crushing me with all his weight.
..
to me for the first time…this is the moment where I have to tell him “me too and yet no sound can come out of my
man…the man I shouldn’t love..