I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 30
Yanis’ point of view
I return home after a ten minute journey. Past events keep running through my head. The anger that I was trying to contain in Marie grew, my painful jaw tightened.
I enter my house making as little noise as possible, I really don’t want my brother to see me in this state. I cross the living room discreetly, and tense up when I hear noises coming from the kitchen.
I rush to climb the stairs before
me.
?”
ce resonates in this heavy silence…the kid comes out of the kitchen.
r.
back to sl
monstrous face. My body tenses when I feel her presence behind me… what the hell does she mean by “go back to
sleep “?
t happen
.
ws.
ut the
in the end.
any questions.
room, and she follows my steps.
kes the cotton in her hands and brings it to my face.
it to the side.
ent little creature is doing un-Catholic things with Xavier… I can’t believe it! I had simply seen them together in the toilets during the wedding, I had noticed the insistent looks they gave each other but I would not have imagined that they were having a f*****g affair.
r to her mother. And the worst part is that this idiot didn’t even deny what I said, what an a*****e.
iya…
o be my brother’s girlfriend, she plays w
ower lip.
as the liquid enters my
wound.
my anger aimed at him.
t gaze and she massages her reddened skin.
so that her forehead bumps against my chest and by
land on my pectorals.
lips to her ear.
her,” I whispered in an icy tone that was enough to make her s
It’s really a shame that she’s such a little slut…she and I could have gotten along, but with what she did, looking at her
ts me!
ll Gabriel everything so that he knows who this girl who thinks she’s a saint really
undered.
ably wondering what’s wrong with me…she just has to ask, I’m just waiting for that! I will throw everything I know in his face and describe his mother’s current condition.
says nothing, she turns her back on me, leaves my room in
t day
Pov
arly for his internship, and my teacher…I don’t know anything about it.
drag of my cigarette and blow out the smoke under my
y brother”
y know him very little but it’s the first time I’ve seen him like that.
and it’s pissing me off!
re I am not really welcome and walk
ard
more than twenty minutes, I finally arrive in front of my house. I take the keys out of my pocket and open the door, I enter my home, and walk down
udly but I got no response from him.
the stairs, and head towards
er with her arms cro
door….a
derstanding what this thing is doing there.
ords. Is she kicking me out?
om, if it’s a joke,
iya, go back to your boyfriend.
turbed by his behavior.
My heart rate accelerates, feeling that I won’t like what ha
r unhealthy relationship with your mother’s fiancé?”
hear the furious beating of my heart. How? How the hell did she know
housand and one times but never prepared for what I am supposed to say to him.
d only tenderness and love, shine with this black glow which distorts her sweet face.
isten to me, I…
ng, she cuts me off in a voice full of d
approach her, try as best I can
to flow.
JUST GET OUT OF HERE,” she s
until it hurts, and drags me like trash down
wn,” I begged him.
the stairs,
y themselves.
sobbed, trying to get out of her
icked me out.
uriously throw my suitcase on the ground, not being able to stand it ending like this,
il you listen to me , I screamed.
ny disturbing expressions appear on her face, breaking me every second, my heart joining
arm to approach me. I…I let myself be tempted by the forbidden, I won’t lie to you. we just kissed, mom, believe me, and I set my limits with him so that he wouldn’t come near me anymore..we didn’t go any further..
ff, screaming
oulders possessed by her anger, her dark eyes meet mine begging for forgiveness…
.
re she closes it but she slams it heavily
along the door, and apologiz
ears.
mine intensify…she is in this state because of me , we lost dad because of me, and s