I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 36

Liya’s POV

I feel a presence next to me. .I’m lying on the bed, I would like to open my eyelids to see who is there and yet I can’t do it, too exhausted.

I feel a weight on the bed, a smell that is familiar tickles my nostrils.

his contact…I

to me.

l…”, I whi

index finger on my lips, which he stares at intently.

against his.

I said happily, placing a shower

on his jaw.

lips with his skin: he

aist and caressed my hair.

u… ..

ove aw

but he stands up, places his large palms

part of my anatomy.

this magnificent gift.

m in this state. this beautiful, contagious smile that he

ately.

standing what is happening to him. I try to approach him

isappears from my field of vision.

— Gabriel…WAIT!!”

L

n my shoulder. I try

y face away feeling a hand on my cheek, Yani

ntly, wiping away a tear

leep.

at seemed so real, I still feel Gabriel’s presence, his smile.. his tears which I don’t understand their meaning.

…

. .no I’m fine don’t worry,

a deserted alley, I run

and up from my seat.

goi

e with you ? .

rried away.

ghs for a long time then

hurry up, I’ll wait

e huge cemetery. Yanis wanted to accompany me, since he knew how to deal with my pregnancy he has become kinder to me and I am still not used to his tenderness.

beautiful flowers; I swallow hard and sit on the floor.

of view..

ome to visit my brother in the week since he left us.

uck in Gabriel’s room impatiently waiting for his return. She wasn’t crying no, she was holding back all her emotions which

lly accepting his death.

itten on the stone, her

tirelessly. painful words she has to say and soon tears flood her pal

so much about and learned to be a man from..he didn’t deserve it..I should be the one underground right now and not him…my God!

ears that erupt. I grit my

ain pass through my

on her grave, her face distorted by pain and tears compresses my chest.

ay, not being able to bear it any longer, I walk a few steps to get a little away from her but not enough for me to watch her. I light a cigarette and deeply inhale the smoke, which has

mewhat, I would like to leave here and as quickly as possible but I will still wait as I can’t leave her alone.

e who it could be. I tense up at the sight of a familiar figure approaching in my direction…Xavier!

he reached me.

t on the ground

n’t on speaking terms, but I’m not heartless.

g it…it was my last one too!

using it.

e

go ! “I growled.

you,” he hisses through his teeth.

rip his arm stopping him from any movement.

lly think she would want to see you like this

g her from afar.

ll between them? Are they living together again?

still at my house.

e.

hy ?

r, which apparently displeases her!

threatens.

t it to see if it was a

he few centimeters that separate us and savagely

rily push him away from me.

er?” I got carried away.

th that menacing look on his face.

y back, takes long strides

few seconds later he finally disap

ion.

ull explode from this intense heat. I place my head on the driving

or of my car closes violently, I pass a

to set.

y as if exhausted, and her open mouth is dry. – Liya. –

Yanis

plores me.

ottle of water which she drinks quickly.

w

thout waiting for me. I

e stairs in this state.

ted I imagine, she circles my neck with her little hands and buries her face in my neck.

I get ready to

him to Gabriel’s room. where she was born the last few nights but I change directio

my neck and inhales my scent several times.

,” whispers one.

ntical to his, I won’t be able to part with it from now on.

place her delicatel

ly.

o that she doesn’t see me weak.

are of you Liya, Gabriel’s child is in you and it’s the most beautiful g

over his shivering stomach, I will take care of them Gab