I Will Never Be Yours – Chapter 137

Selena POV:

I’m done for the day and head out of Michael’s house before I’m ready to head back, I have a new book in my hand and I would have loved to take a seat outside this evening and read by myself.

“Now go back and take a rest, don’t take a detour! It will only get you in trouble!” Michael shouts from the window and I roll my eyes at him, could I get in worse trouble than I already am?

igh before opening a portal and walking out right outside the castle, now I’m here, and would it hurt anyone if I stay outside for a bit?

ething, these days it doesn’t seem to be any stop in the amount of food my body craves.

grab myself something from the kitchen before heading up to the ro

s to the front door I push it open and head inside, the hallway is empty and I like it that way. Hoping I won’t bump into anyone on the way as

ickly arrive at the kitchen.

s I stop in my track when my eyes land on Emma and Kian cooking dinner

and I can come down later when they are done and grab myself s

ll this morning.

ogether!” I hear Emma say and stop in my track for a moment. The food smells delicious but I’m not up to s

k again.

, I have missed his voice more than I thought I had.

closer to where I am when I fee

urn around.

ake a step closer to where I am.

and I take a step back when I see his feet stop in front of me.

s and tries to reach his hand to me when I take a s

seat at the table!” he says and I hear him t

sh! Come” I hear Emma say and I thought I recognized the smell when I walked inside the kitchen. Lifting my eyes from the floor I see her standing by the table and the food is placed in the midd

r and grabs my arm before she starts to pull me with her over to the table and have me to t

ine, he reaches over to my plate and I see him place food on my plate before putting it back down in front of me.

usually is.

nancy. Would probably cause you heartburn!” Emma says what I’m thinking and I raise my eyes and look at her, she has food on her plate but she hasn’t touched it yet.

t get enough food into its system.

e to fill it up a bit more.

laces it back down in front of me and that is way too much

t in my heart and I feel vulnerable, didn’t think it would affect me the way it does.

against my feelings to cut them off before I take up my fork and start t

ll I feel.

thers still eating and I guess I hardly took any breaths before emptyi

burns through the fabric of my pants, I can’t think of anything else than his hand on my thigh when my bladder needs to be emptied like a savior fo

r to the sink.

r the food,

rush out of the kitchen without hearing if she said anything else.

on the floor.

ly tonight and if I lay down on the bed for only a moment, I know I won’t have any energy to get up again tonight.

efore stepping under the water, still the best time of the day when I’m showering.

t my exhaustion reminds me I have to lie down instead.

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dy until they meet my eyes.

ne extra beat in my chest. I’m lost in looking at him for a long moment.