Lyon – Chapter 104

I can’t believe Colt told me to get away from him, what is wrong with him? He can’t really be that threatened by a helpless woman lying in a hospital bed with no memory.

It just doesn’t make sense the way he’s been acting. I don’t see the danger; Colt sees danger around every corner these days. It’s even worse than when we first met.

He’s taken over protectiveness to a whole new level. It started out on a smaller scale but right after I told him I was pregnant something changed in my husband from then.

h, like a really big notch. Then when we found out we were having a little girl he really lost it. It’s like he expects the worst at all times now.

reak neck speeds.

I try to get him to ease up and relax it just goes in one ear and out the other.

y really started showing things just got way out of control. He hardly ever left my side back then which I loved because I had my moments of fear as well.

en I was finally beginning to see it as light and happy for the first time in a long time.

love and the way he cosseted me made things so easy that I didn’t have a care in the world. What I feel for him transcends everything else.

e feel safe when just a short time ago I thought my life was never going to be whole again.

e nothing and no one can touch me. Am I taking that for granted? I’m not sure anymore it just feels wrong to me to leave that girl all alone at Xma

mily. I have no idea how to go about finding them for her and it makes me sad.

go see her?

d the baby too the mean jerk. I can hear the two of them out there laughin

e spent together.

robably lock her up in a room somewhere so she can’t get hurt poor thing.

htmares but did he stop? Oh no. He thinks I don’t know this but one of the sisters told me all about the crew running off the s*x offenders a few towns over.

he’s acting as though I don’t want to protect our daughter as well, like I would knowingly invite danger into our home.

If only I could shake this feeling of guilt then I could just let it go and we could get back to being happy again.

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bite her fingers making her squeal with laughter, so cute.

y growled the word at me.

weren’t allowed to argue in front of the baby.

chose to ignore.

ou’re hurting my feeli

ying with Caitie bear.”

“No you’re being mean.” I felt stupid tears clog me up. I wa

the holiday and I want to enjoy it with my daughter before you and your fubullbefore you and your mess FUBAR everything.”

ces.”

’t mean to say the bad word in front of you.”

e glared at me like it was

really serious about this and I’m not brave enough to cross him

or days and I avoid them at all cost.

feeling sorry for myself but who could blame me? I only tried to do what I thought was right and this is the thanks I get.