Lyon – Chapter 78

Coming back home was a little depressing, not a lot because we’d missed everyone. But for two amazing weeks it had been just us, me Kat and the baby. I’d pretty much come to terms with this fatherhood shit in the last few days or so since we’d been back.

I mean Daniel did it, not that I’d be asking the pothead for advice though he was chocked full of suggestions. I listened to his shit with a grain of salt. Drake was cool and Cy was chomping at the bit to get his hands on the little one.

In fact everyone was excited like it was a celebrity baby or some shit. Elena was a pest and my sisters weren’t much better but their reactions were good for my girl because she seemed to revel in that shit.

over some of my angst and though it didn’t go away entirely it was much better now.

ainst any f**k ups and I’d had a good long talk with myself that put most if not all of my fears to rest.

y other way. From the delivery room until the little shit became a grown man daddy was going to make sure his life

right the f**k along. From the time he comes home until he leaves the nest at eighteen to go to college or what the f**k ever he chooses to do with his life, his whole life is goi

g to go wrong ever. Good that’s settled, I have my shit together finally. I had that shit settled in my head and that was all I needed to get me through the day. If I dwelt on anything else I’d freak the f**k ou

y yes, but as her husband I worry about both of them constantly. What if something goes wrong? What if they get hurt?

the manliest thing to admit to but there it is. I could face grown men in battle but this little baby had me by the balls. They ought to be a support group for fathers to be just saying.

also knows what I expect from her so with the two of us on the same page maybe that had a lot to do with the smoothness of the transition.

claims marriage is just a piece of paper is full of shit. There’s nothing sexi

all the love she can stand. Her mother and mine pick up the slack when I have to put in long hours.

and sometimes I have to stay way later than usual but I make sure she knocks off at a

ike getting fat and crazy bullshit but I’m always there to smooth that mess out.

completely is to be in her as often as f*****g possible. It’s a win win.

tions.

always something with this girl, she likes to keep me on my toes with this baby shit that’s for damn sure.

rld is all this?”

hit with me sooner or later; I’m surprised it took her this long.

f the big a*s basement that was never in use except for the half that housed our home gym, and turned it into my own little space.

ew sidekick Tina got to planning and shit I’d be lucky to be left with my side of the bed. F*****g women are a pain in the a*s.

ook’. I don’t know if it’s hormones or what but when she wasn’t using me for s*x I was usually at the receiving end of one of those looks.

right behind me telling her she couldn’t do some stupid f**k thing she wanted to do. Like climbing the stairs with packages that were taller than she was, or eating

althy crap they recommended in the books she threatened to throw that shit at my head, go figure.

yet.

gs and tats that screamed she was mine and that wild as f**k hair that makes me think of fisting it while I slam her from behind.

mine and will always be.

dn’t talk about the past too much, just once in a while she’d have a flash back or a nightmare but those were growing less and less. When that shit happened I usua

ucid moment the f**k’s had in a year.

after reading one of my new books I felt the excitement of what was to come next. I could actually see her

that shit one bit. She’s been doing her thing too.