Mated To The Cold Hearted Alpha – Chapter 103
Hycinth
The room was dark. Velvety curtains, the color of deep cobalt, hung over blackout blinds and ensured virtually no light penetrated the space.
I liked it that way….dark.
the blackness, to fade into an empty void of nothingness where I just stopped feeling.
ut it didn’
ver worked.
re.
been right. Within two days of his stunnin
t the plea, I knew there would be no response.
went by…
me like a knife, over and over.
tears trailed down my ch
d my room, not bothering to knock, consternation thick in his tone, “Hycinth, get out from under the covers right now
ghter around the ball my body had curled into.
really wasn’t, and me, telling him to get the hell out.
dge to his voice I hadn’t heard before.
Work?
ty to actually work.
ng this with you again. I’m a grown woman who can make my own decisions. Now get the f**k out!”
ted п derisively under his breath. “I don’t think so. Grown females don’t spend their days crying in bed. I
larm shot through me. What did he mea
ander!” Lucky hissed.
any games.
l.
as he glared. A muscle in his jaw twitched. He didn’t reply. He wasn’t
my cheeks. “Y-You promised…”
his. It’s not healthy for you or the pup inside you.”
ering the health of my child?
n’t know…how.”
My tears came in force, a torrent of pain I couldn’t stop.
my head, Lucky rocked our upper bodies gently while I cried against his chest.
et snot on his clean shirt but at this point, it was probably a lost cau
, but obviously, he didn’t.
know why.”
ed mom and dad?” he asked bluntly, his jaw clench
“How can you be so blasé? They were your parents too. They loved us. They would have died for us. Have you forgotten them so quickly?”
doing what they did to Leander’s mother. I understand why Leander couldn’t let that go.”
d care they gave me? The songs and the tea parties that daddy and I shared…how many other alpha wolves do you know that would let their six-year-old daughter dress them up, sit on the floor and drink imaginary tea with them?” my voice broke, my bottom lip trembling, “That’s who I remember.”
I believe the façade you want everybody to see, the badass female. But you’re not that at all, are you? You’re still the same little girl you were that day they died. Living on the run, we never really talked about our parents. You shut down every conversation I brought up. Is that because you haven’t allowed yourself to truly grieve their loss?”
grief in order to determine whether they’d achieved it or not? Everything inside me just felt broken.
rrow beneath the comforter again.
turning hard. “We’re not doing this again. You either face your demons and talk to me, or I’m cal
d to be on my side. If you understand I’m struggling, why are you pushing me?!”
ked one hand through his blonde locks. “Because I love you, dammit…that’s how!” Making a sound of frustration, he paced toward the wall and back again, his features set in renewed determination. “I won’t let you waste awa
ough me. How dare he try to strong-arm me into what he wanted me to be?
owing my shoulders back, I hi
me…and see.”
r.”
es.
luffing.
angry as that Beta was when we walked out the door, he told me to call if y
tare
hen I got out of