Mated To The Cold Hearted Alpha – Chapter 26
Everthing I Want
Hycinth
The water pounded onto my skull, hot and burning. Steam billowed in the space around me, clouding the air and fogging up the transparent glass walls, making it impossible to see through them. Not that I could see anyway. My eyes were red and puffy, swollen from my tears. I listened to the sound the water made coming out of the shower head. It echoed in my ears, resounding with its own heartbeat in my head. I was desperate for it to drown out all of my other senses -to make me numb. I wanted to forget what I’d just seen…what I’d just heard. The tortured wails of a shewolf, unfathomable, heart-wrenching cries of pain ripping from her throat. Her mate, on his knees, crying for her pain and also his own. I’ve never seen anything like it before. I’ve never heard anything like it before.
everything now.
me -what I liked and enjoyed. I’d made the mistake of bringing up my family a few times, only to find their expressions radically change into something dark and angry. I realized then that talking about my family was never going to be a good thing in this Pack. But for the most part, it felt right to be a part of a Pack before and even collared. My Wolf was so
asn’t freedom, but it was a step in the right direction.
eander out there. The s****l tension between us was already at an all-time high. It frequently took my breath away.
lders and opened the door, stepping out. Instantly, Leander set up from his reclined position on the bed, his eyes finding mine. “Are you okay?”
…the depth of despair they felt.”
arted to race at the thought of what I was going to say next. From the way his eyebrows rose, I suspected he heard my increased heart. He stared at me with concern.
k you in return?”
he female normally marks the male during the ceremony, but it’s not absolutely necessary. The ceremony works when the Alpha claims his Luna, not the other way around. Why are you
if I had to mark Leander in return. I tried to think of a convincing way of approaching my idea, several potential sentences running thr
say?”
what I want. And the physical side of it will work. Although I have a few conditions.”
.
n for you and me to have a pup together, so you can’t come inside of me. That leaves more for the outside,” I tried to make a joke because his face had turned thre
ched. “Anything else?”
es… I wo
rkness in his expression was gett
ain, “I know you have to mark me, but if I don’t return the mark, the bond will be easier to break. In no time at all, you’ll be able to pick any fema
eeded. I would get my freedom. And realistically, having mad, passionate s*x with him for three days wouldn’t be all bad.
ad three heads.
what they need, and I get my freedom.”
ver go through it for real?”
pered, “You killed my parents- this is as real as I can get.”
you presume!”
d to make hard decisions that not everybody liked. Every Alpha does, you should know that, but they we
, “I am nothing like your father.”
of the fear down my spine.
f, “This is f*****g useless! Why did I even bother trying?”
giving him everything he wanted in this deal. My bottom lip quivered. We had come along so well considering the circumstances. I didn’t like that he was angry at me, and I didn’t understand it
this began as a result of the necessity for the claiming ceremony, but why can’t it be real between us?”
e. But it was just those reasons that made it impossible. I would be betraying the memory of my mother and father if I chose to love their killer, bond or no bond, I just couldn’t do it. My voice cracked as I whispered, “I’m sorry…I am never going to be capable of loving you.”
s he said coldly, “I’ll let you know my answer when I return.”
s gone, the door rattling o
hat to think.