Rejected By My Mate, Chosen By Fate – Chapter 103

Special Chapter: Zephyr’s POV

I impulsively flung a chair at Chris when he told me the same disappointing news for the umpteenth time.

He quickly dodged it and the chair slammed against the wall, instantly breaking apart. I could see the raw fear in his eyes as he spoke to me timidly.

ftly and I growled, tightening my hands into fists.

terribly regret. “Just go.” I ordered gruffly.

led, staining the wall with my blood and causing me unbearable pain.

. I want to feel all the pain that I had inflicted on her, I want to feel all the suffering I put her through. I don’t deserve to live.

thing.

e it easy on Evelyn but I hadn’t listened, I was blinded by my own rage and thirst for vengeance.

It was never vengeance that propelled you to do all the terrible things you did to her, it was your own ego. She was our mate for g

always tried my best to distract myself from the thought by keeping myself busy with different girls.

oing things on their own, including myself since I didn’t have a mate anymore.

ly well and everything ran smoothly for a year until one of our scouts caught someone lingering around the border.

l packs still hadn’t given up on attacking us since we were one of the smaller packs and it was just very bothersome. We’re all of the same species so we’re supposed to be having celebrations together, instead of engaging in senseless attacks that w

the spy myself.

ation that would change my life forever and make me regret the person, or

rn type and refused to reveal the name of his pack.

his family.

ong time.

a and in the same way, we’ll end you as well.” He boasted with a bloody mouth and the knife which I had been using to torture him, fell from my hand.

d just confessed to killing my father but if he really did, then that would mean that Evelyn was innocent all along.

shame, anger and frustration resonated within me.

brutally punished a mute, innocent girl all along, right? I tried to assure myself that I had not done anything wrong. I had to find out the truth.

breath before straightening out so I would be able to instill some fear in this spy, I needed to know the truth.

no way you could have killed him.” I argued, wanting to provoke him to speak the whole truth.

did he die a natural death?” The man snickered, the sarcasm sharp in his tone.

o know the truth.

he was murdered but certainly not by someone as incompetent as you. You’re just making tall claims that will end up costing your head.” I said as calmly as I could and the man released a dry cackle.

nd we took it, we attacked him and brought him to the ground where he belonged.” The spy spat cruelly and I couldn’t bear to hear any more of his odious words so I dug the knife deep into his chest and twisted it slowly, relishing the satisfying feeling of seeing his pained and horror filled expression as the blade sliced his insides.

giving up. It was good riddance for me but his death did not bring me any type of peace.

ssion finally opened my eyes to the horrible sins I had committed in the past and I realized the vile things I had done to an innocent girl who was supposed to be my mate. I had been so blinded with hatred that I had failed to s

’s death, I had been so ashamed of my past actions that I had locked myself in my rooms for three days, refusing to see anyone and refusing to eat anything.

tried to harm myself on several occasions and I gradually found myself sinking into depression.

into me. He told me that there was no use crying over spilled milk or wallowing in regret and self pity. The past was already gone and there was nothing I could do to change it but if I wished to atone for my mistakes, I had to take the present into my own hands and make it into a future that I

down so easily or this would make my pack vulnerable to attacks from our rivals.

so I just had to pick myself up.

ume my duties as Alpha.

he tasked me with finding Evelyn and bringing her back to the pack.

f.

irth and this wolf spirit can only manifest when it comes of age, which happens when the wolf is about thir

re also present to guide us through life and give us good advice. Just like humans have freedom with their guardian an

till the day we die but there are rare cases when this doesn’t happen, especially if it concerns the mate bond. A wolf spirit can willingly separate from their human counterpart. It is a dangerous process because the person could die right after and even if they don’t, I don’t think life would be worth living because without a wolf, a werewolf is just a

I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be fit to be Alpha anymore and if I didn’t give up the position willingly, the other wolves could simply kill me just to take it. I couldn’t let that happen at all costs and besides, I need my mate by my side. I need to apologize and try to make up for all the suf

had rejected and banished her against Kieran’s will and thus, I had deprived him of his soulmate so I completely understand his agony and h

mily since I believed that she was the one who had made me fatherless but now I know better. Her sister seemed really shocked, just like she was trying to process everything but she didn’t react, everyone else was shocked to hear the news and I could tell from their reactions that they were all as regretful as me. We had all wronged poor Evelyn. She couldn’t have

oking for her for two years without any luck and with each day of disappointment, I’m gradually starting to lose h

to go berserk for the slightest mistakes but I just can’t help it. I’m paranoid, I loathe myself.

r warm, beautiful brown eyes and her breathtaking smile are all the assurance I need that everything will be OK.

t takes and this is a promise that I’ve made to myself, it is one I intend to keep no matte