The Four Beta Brothers – Chapter 95

JUNIPER

Ethan carried my things into his apartment, despite my protests. Since we left my pack, we hadn’t said much to each other that wasn’t about the plan to approach Alpha Williams or the equivalent of small talk, and it was killing me. There were so many things on my mind that I wanted to say to him, and there were so many things I wanted to do with him.

However, he had a distant look in his eyes every time I looked at him, which made it hard to approach him. I wanted to reach out and hold his hand and tell him everything would be okay, but how could I? His father caused the death of his brother and is trying to kill the man he was sworn to protect, all while Nathan was missing. I couldn’t say everything was going to be okay when I didn’t know if that was true.

my bed if you want,” Ethan offered. “I

and I had shared, which only made my heart race more. I knew he wanted me, even if he was good at keeping his distance. That one break in his composure was enough for me to feel confident about his feelings. I wasn’t as confident he would give into those feelings.

near the couch an

til you tell me you don’t want to be with me,

ted. It was the rest of them that I was unsure of.

ing back, I saw the moment James died. I felt the pain of losing him, and it felt like a part of me died with him.”

your brothers. Even Nathan. I had never felt so whole in my entire life. I don’t know how or why, but I know the Moon Goddess blessed me to be all of your mates,” I said, taking a step towards Ethan.

he gripped the couch. It was tak

ant to be with you, Ethan. But I also don’t want to deny the connection with your brothers. If you can accept me that way, then I’m yours.” There was only a foot between us now, but I didn’t move any closer. I wanted Ethan to make the final decision

want to force that kind of life on you,” he said.

ill trying to do what was best for me, even at his own expense. That was why my decisi

familiar with hard work. I love you, and if I have to take on extra responsibilities to be with you, then I’ll do what I have to. I’m tired of fighting my feelings. I’m tired of worrying about choosing just one of you. I know what I want, and nothing will deter me from that any more. The only question is, do you want me?”

moment, I thought about what it would be like if he rejected me. Even the thought made my heart ache. I didn’t want to know what it would feel like if he fully rejected me, but I also knew that Axel would be there for me, no matter what happened.

Ethan whispered. His walls crumb

than. We had kissed once, but that wasn’t enough. I didn’t think it would ever be enough when it came to him.

even a split second later, his lips were on mine again, tasting and exploring every inch of my mouth.

body, and I arched my back into his touch, greedy for more.

y head from spinning, but that was impossible.

that made every thought stop dead. All I could focus on was the

flew in different directions, but neither of us cared. Nothing was funny about this moment. Nothing could distract us from finally indulging in the forbidden fruit we tried to desperately avoid for months.

ved knowing he could distract me so easily.

s. His fingers found my slit, and I knew he could feel just how slick with desire I was. I gasped as two fingers entered me. Despite the limited space he had to work within my clothes, Ethan skillfully moved his hands, turning my body into a puddle as he touched me in every way that sent spurts of pleasure ringing through my skin. I could only imagine what he would be able to do with my pants off.

me look up at him.

kled while his other hand continued moving in ways I didn’t fully understand. He pressed his lips agai

collapsed from the intense pleasure that made my every muscle seize. Ethan held my waist, keeping me steady as I caught my breath.

unsure of what to say.

om my pants and licked his fingers. “Wow, indeed.”

Ethan’s pants. Without any distractions, I was easily able to finish unbuttoning his pants.

good, and I wanted to return the favor. Ethan watched as I took the base of his length in one hand and the tip in my mouth. He growled as I swirled my tongue around, but he never took his eyes off me.

t my gaze locked on his as I took as much of him in my mouth as I could. Ethan lost his composure as I sucked and stroked him with my tongue, while my hand pumped what I couldn’t fit in my mouth. He bit his lip to keep in his

to show him how much I cared through every stroke.

shing by the way his c**k twitched in my mouth.

me. “I don’t want to finish like thi

finally come together as one.