The Lunas Second Chance Mate – Chapter 19
Alyson’s POV
With a twisted smile, he said, “yes, you look awful.” And then he buttered his bread.
“Hey,” I sputtered through a full mouth, throwing what bread remained in my hand at him. But I knew it was true.
or sadness causing my mind to flip over, but it seemed so funny all of the sudden and we both laughed.
eased to hear less hostility from Michael even if he was mocking my pain, it was more playful.
his chores about town, but he planned to return for dinner.
or if he didn’t love me anymore. I could not be certain without seeing him, so his avoidance really upset me.
f I had said or done anything differently, perhaps it would have turned out better.
.
ed a bottle or two of the new supply.
y quiet sulking.
tried my best not to think about Ryan, but I still hoped that he would show up.
that I have both of you a little tipsy, I want to know the deepest desires of your heart.”
from the wine.
e the strongest.”
el refuted. “I mean from the heart… not just cold ambition.”
man of the heart now?” I said.
dly. “I never had children of my own, but I care so much for you three. Even Alpha Ryan as tough as he is, I’ve seen him since he was pretty young grow into this tower of strength,
p and hug her.
nsisted.
ou didn’t really answer the question.
d it to myself and not even to Ryan.
of wine to refill his glass.
a, you
mean to do that. Just be yourself, that’s all I want.”
t, technically.” I said.
e said.
” I said.
of my heart… is that the Starstream Pack becomes as strong as possible. That others might know our name and place among the best
why Ryan trusted Michael so much. Even though he was a bit antagonizing
d to me, “Don’t look so surpri
e truths I could never admit to anyone.
me.
el, it’s only fun to a point. She said what
. I didn’t want them to think terrible of me, and I feared their rejection too.
e. My eyes ached and my head was pounding now. I giggled at the humor in it, especially Michael’s disdain for my joke.
d all go to bed. It is getting late.” Donna said.
tionless door.
aging headache. I desperately needed to close my eyes. I was thirsty for water but too tired to get any.
how much time passed as I slipped in and out of sleep. Ryan walked in. Like a savior, he held a cup of water and let me drink it. He pu
led on top of his body.
over it and began to unbutton them. If it were a dream, it was amazing.
his neck. I felt the bulge in his pants that I had dared not touch before, but my hands went there now to feel it.
ts to find out what was inside.
it a lie? Why have you been gone? Why were you like that the other night?” My drunken love was fast turning to anger as I felt rejected again.
leep this off.”
hazy in my mind like I couldn’t focus on him. But his words soothed me. “Yo
I wanted to climb on top of him again. I wanted to find out what it would feel like to both want each other, and find out what mating was. It was my deepest desire.
breath, but pulled it away.
ted with disappoint
t sleep, Alyson. I don’t want our first time together to be when you’re drunk.”
face. I was too dizzy to lift my head again.
ps, laying down beside me, he cud