The Lunas Second Chance Mate – Chapter 33
Alyson’s POV
Ryan wasn’t there when I woke up, and my chest tightened till I saw that he was outside the cabin. He hadn’t disappeared, but I knew he was likely getting ready and I would go with him.
My heart needed him. I might tell him at some point, but for now, I knew I was going with him.
asn’t sure what was best to pack, and I asked Donna for some guidance. We spent the day getting ready, keeping tabs on Ryan to make sure he hadn’t gone far.
I told Ryan in passing.
gs I need to take care of now
I prepare? The more I evaluated the contents of my pack, the more frustrated I became that he hadn’t talked with me yet.
room. I had laid out a few different clothes, and I wanted to be ready for anything. After we spoke, I would make final decisions.
” My nervousness was so apparent by how much I was jabbering on. “I also thought that maybe, if traveling as wolves, we’d buy a new wardrobe once we arrive.”
m lightly, and I gazed up at him. I could see the love in his eyes. His usually rough expression was soft, making me weak in the knees. I knew that I loved him, I just
t was time. I would never feel ready, but I was heading towards my revenge with the most powerful wolf I’d ever
yson,” he said, and he kissed me. I let him, folding myself into him, my anxieties from the day releasing as my body flushed and grew warm.
ried my face in his chest, and whispered, “You know that I do.”
as he buried his face in my hair to take in my scent.
ell me?” I asked. “Is it about going to Crowalt’s territory. You haven’t answered a single one of my questions.”
at something was wrong.
t?” I ripped myself away from him, every muscle in my body tensed. “I’m going with you, you said so la
dness. “I can’t…” I almost told him that I couldn’t possibly live without him, that my heart would die.
tter this way, Alyson?”
I yanked it fast from him. “I have my revenge too.” I said. “I don’t care if I live safe, or die for my revenge, I need to go with you. It’
im furiously.
d, softening his tone, even a little pleading which sounded
od, you will need it?” I couldn’t imagine if he left and I stay here wondering what is happening to him. I would die by his side if needed, I could not stay here.
I’ve already died, and I live again for my revenge. I do not fear death.”
and then go off to die by himself.
e me, he truly believed this was best. And just like that, I needed to be as close to him as possible because I could never let him go.
eded air.
odies pressed into each other, our heartbeats thrumming in our chest following each other’s rhythms.
nch of me responding to his touch. He mounted me, and I wanted him inside me so badly, I twisted and bent for him to have access. When he entered me, I gasped, I responded with wanting.
id between moans.
mating. Once he entered me, I didn’t let him leave, I pressed my body up to his, and we rocked like that, shifting positions.
g the pace too quickly, even though I never wanted it to end. He slowed us down, and I only moved faster against him, I couldn’t contain how badly I
ty, it felt amazing and I couldn’t contain it. Ryan kept going, he was slowing down, looking at me with such sadness that I could hardly bear to see it.
spent so much of our angst and energy, that we both fell asleep, sweaty in each other’s arms.
le more air.
the morning, I woke up
towards his death. I might never see him again, but I needed him.
wolf pendant he’d gifted me that hung around my neck and ripped it off, throwing it off into the bushes in anger.
t believe that he’d left me. My heart broke. I had to follow him, or die trying. Regretting my actions, I scrambled to the bushes and found the necklace