The Lunas Second Chance Mate – Chapter 51
Alyson’s POV
My face was still swollen from crying all night. I’d not slept well. Michelle had slept in my room with me, making me feel a little less alone, but I still felt very secluded and unloved in the world.
This morning, I felt angrier at Ryan than ever. But also angry at myself for trusting him. He said that he would never hurt me, and last night he almost did. It scared me to my core. What was worse, was the memory that he’d handled me roughly another time. The pendant around my neck was proof of that. He hadn’t even been drunk this time.
he would have known my feelings about him.
me, but I wanted to cry again.
omething. I saw the wolf in his eyes, and I knew it was the curse of Alexanders to fight with their wolves, a
.
ded worried.
y to see him, but I was also desperate to know what he had to say.
d.
r, I recognized him more today than yesterday. I nodded to grant him permission to approach me.
votion, he pleaded, “I’m so sorry Alyson. I never wanted to hurt or scare you. Please, I beg for you to forgive me. I’m afraid that you never will.”
ange seeing this large, brutish man at my feet, humbling himself to m
I was not sure if I could forgive him, but perhaps if he showed some awareness of what happened and how he could prevent it from happening again, I might consider it.
ed up for my hands. I kept my arms tucked behind me,
take control, but I needed you so much. I love you so much it hurts me.”
gripped them. He looked up at me with sorrow filling his tawny eyes.
w this, and I accept it.”
.
l it if I were ever to die and be reborn like you had. I was afraid to lose you. I was afraid that your feelings might soften for Jacob because you felt for him
“Don’t worry about that. I said it before, but I could never love Jacob. I feel no mate bond to anyone in this life.”
rgive me?” He asked, kissi
maybe I could forgive Ryan. He had a bad moment once in a while due to his cursed wolf. I had to remember that most did not have as easy relationship to their wolves like Ariana and I.
rong too. He wasn’t the only one in the world to let emot
ands.
He stood up and took me in his arms. I let him kiss me, a
g ever again as long as you forgive me now.”
om yesterday, but I also felt that electric current between us now that I was open to forgiving him.
l, it might be best for both of us.”
, even biting at his lip.
held back this time, only kissing and touching gently, wa
ithout you. Alyson, you make me so happy. Thank you for forgiving me. I hard
e.
e bed, and climbed on top of him.
leased.
”
led sweetly,
make myself want him. I pulled h
ted was to please me.
mber that filled me up.
ound a rhythm with me on top, and him thrusting upwards
ow we could fight, and making love always
here in stunned silence afterwards. There were many emotions flowing around the room, but at least the tension had vanished. We lay together in bliss till it the
ll there was another knock on the door.
shed thinking tha
ked to answer the door.
ugh the closed door.
rt dropped out of my chest. Could this have anything to do with meeting Jacob yesterd