The Lunas Second Chance Mate – Chapter 60
After playing some games with Dylan and Michelle all afternoon, I was in better spirits than I had been in a while. It had given me some reprieve from wondering about Diana being Jacob’s blood provider, and being offered as a future mate to Ryan.
That last part really ate away at my soul, I was not sure what I could do to prevent it if Ryan would be Alpha. And I kind of believed that he would be the best Alpha the Alexanders had ever produced.
I knew that he wanted to, no matter what he said, I hardly trusted that when the time was right, he would give that all up to be with me as a non-mate lover with hot and cold flashes of affection. I sighed as I snuck up to Ryan’s side entrance, expecting him to be waiting for me as usual.
le agitated. His sense always warned him of my arri
at answered allowed me to come in. “Yes,’ R
ke some drop-in acquaintance.
e, but I moved my head a little so that it landed on my cheek.
ow when I’ve arrived.”
something, that’s all.”
wenty times.
o felt off, usually we whisked away to the bedroom. My suspicions were officially on edge.
d I was going with it.
e fondly as if nothing was the matter at all. “Nothing too interesting. I was writing to Donna for an update and account of Starstream. I’m thinkin
y mood a little. I missed her company. “I w
Ryan nodded.
intensity to read his reaction.
f.
sy with what?” He asked.
t he said, “That’s good.”
worried about my health. Asked if I wanted to go stay with his family agai
h word, Ryan
nse?
.
rtful it resounded. He shifted in his seat with agitation. Suddenly he felt so far from me, and I gazed at h
e.” He said, turning vulnerable, he lay his head in my lap.
embrace. Our arms went around each other to hold on.
dn’t go,
ur absence.”
out it because if I were out of the way, you could accept Diana and become Alpha and your dreams could all come
e ready. Please never leave me.”
his dreams for me since I would not accept him as more than a secret lover? I felt like a terrible she-wolf. It seemed cruel all of the sudden.
ear playfully.
u,” I said. “I told Dylan that I could not.”
ore engrossed, and he lifted me from my seat into his arms. He carried me up the stairs and into his bedroom.
as hard for me to admit.
s, kissing up my leg with careful sweeps of his hand over my thigh.
ed with pleasu
d pleasured me under my dress till I could not bare it any l
had not imagined.
o
When we were finished, I rolled over to tell him. “Before they force you to lose your Alpha candidac
fast out of his stupor. “
d not wanting t
you.”
I said quietly as fear seized my heart. “For you.” A
”
you would do it for me.” I said.
g for you.” He reassured.
s at the complexities of all the influx of emotions battering me.