I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 23
Xavier’s POV
It’s been a while since I finished my work, and yet I’m not leaving
my office… I don’t really want to.
alled “boyfriend” to come and have dinner with us! And my God, I want to see it.
crazy evening I’m going to have. yeah that’s it
d
r then set off.
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making me salivate in anticipation.
her
lips.
r guest.
oom.
through my hai
rds him.
reach him.
in my direction.
note the irony…
take a seat and I sit down in turn.
take my eyes off him, neither does he, by his expression I guess that he doesn’t like me either! A voluntary silence sets i
really are her bo
appears on his face.
as you see!” he replie
ers over my chin and smile in advance at my reply.
she loves you?!”
my question, his jaw tightens.
wanted it? It was Marie who insisted that you come to my home, I said i
vite us to dinner.
e ri
eal in the center of the table.
to meet her angelic face, she greets me briefly
s up to start a discussion.
id.
ho prepared it,” my fia
gives her a tender look that makes me want
ly even though all I want to d
my house.
sit down in the living room.
smile on her lips.
essively.
Two large blue irises m
” Marie begins.
he says.
said less given his childish face
r and what specialty do you plan to pursue?
still hesitating between
r! Which makes all the women upset, and a blonde in particular.
eems more relaxed, she asks a few more questions, th
The mother and daughter have f
what he sees in her.
into the kitchen
indifferently.
e glares at me, her full lips move devilishly and utters an insult that suits me! My little devil, I love it when
y water.
my direction, her fruity perfume passes through my nostrils, I inhale it discreetly without her noticing. I have a crazy desire to look at her, to see her beautiful eyes and her golden hair, but I have forbidden myself since she asked me not to approach her anymore.
nt days, I completely ignored him.
tions, I participate very little in their discussion
ch she is tasting with relish.
interested in what’s going o
to get my attention, she gives me a look that says “what’s
daughter has a shitty guy.
tention when she starts c
thing about it.
blushed and
choking.
Marie writes.
er.
twice..three times
ck of air…piss!
Xavier…my God, screams
d she finally spits out the bit that almost cost
life…
s,
e breathes loudly.
other, quickly taking her in her
arms.
and my breathing is irregular, I run
the bathroom accompanied by
chair
t to him and put my hand around his shoulders.
were there, she breathes reassured,
e.
ids as if to chase away what just happened.
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doing all this time.
moments, foo
appearance.
going to have to go,” he said.
about time.”
again, my fiancée continues.
ely and approaches him.
y gaze and seems embarrassed. He leaves my house and she
akes h
wards the window with a smile o
es and my fists clench when I see them kissing
them.
her a murderous look that she doesn’t see.
tone of voice. cold.
ter my room and begin
hirt ang
tion and I don’t appreciate the image
kid who’s not yet in her twenties.
ed my brain upside down. She bewitched me, yes!
through the bathroom, I sit on my cold bed in boxers.
to enter the room.
l not asleep?!” s
, an inaudible “no
.
do you Did you find it?” , she asks, placing her face
chest.
d guy,” I forced myself
trangely.
l you tense,” she whispers.
gins to place feverish kisses on my chest.
ulders.
y ear and nibbles the earlobe.
t but this is impossible, I can’t.
and she looks at me somewhat
surprised.
ing.
wer lip, just nods, I guess sh
ppointed.
y more words and clings to me.
m her breathing I guess she fell aslee
d try to do the same.
he next second. I’m not
with thoughts Or rather it haunts my thoughts! I desperately need to smell it, to touch it, to contemplate it for hours and lose
p and shifts from my body to turn her back on me.
I’m surprised to see that it
.
etly from bed, hastily put on my jogging pants and quietly leave our room.
ds me to his room and I stop in front of the door. My hand on my wrist, I hesitate for a moment about my absurd act.
I change my mind. I take a step back and head in the opposite direction.
bing the last steps of
otices me and she stops, staring
es me lose my mind.
r mid-thigh,
her
room.
he room.
moment to get closer to her. She swallows hard, looking everywhere except at me.
ot to be heard.
er to her, she steps back as if by reflex and
the door.
ce.
ng wild hair and
me.
and tender kisses,
ering skin,
rates. his trembling hands
it when she touches me…but right now if she continues I risk do
ned, and my gaze drifts towards h
m savagely.
aress tenderly, then I delicately kiss his forehead.
time.
om.
rying out for her, I want her so much that it becomes painful.
r
e bed where my fiancé
the first time… guilt
s awa