I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 3
Liya’s point of view
I feel a vibration on my right thigh, the sound is unbearable and is giving me a migraine… it’s impossible to f*****g stop!
With difficulty I open my eyes, when I see a large hand trying to touch me, I cry out in fear and take refuge at the edge of the bed.
art begins to beat faster. What am I doing here ?
werful voice.
ard, everything comes back to me now, my attacker who was trying to rape me, his hand on my
t.
fortune. his white shirt which
ed probably because of the other pervert.
s. Panic overwhelms me very quickly. This man, alias my savior remains a stranger, I must leave here and as quickly as possible.
ing to fear.
in the suit.
ed. he said.
es the room.
tablet.
rders me.
t he asks without protesting, my head hurts enough to hear my m
Hello, yes good
ows furrow, his body is tense, he stares at me strangely and immediately leaves the room, I don’t understand his reaction. After drinking the medicine, I have difficulty getting out of bed, I hurt everywhere, this scumbag didn’t miss me with his blows.
utes which seemed endless to me.
ing his tie, his face, which was previously relaxed, expresses nervousness.
? I asked..
surprised by my
erything is fine. he replies.
you..
circles my wrist.
s my gesture and
ly withdraw
I’ll take you home. he finally said
…
nion… he cuts me off harshly.
t’s gigantic and magnificent.
live alone here?
his parking lot where a black car is parked.
h all this luxury.
m the direction to take.
times, his masculine scent invades this small space, he There’s no denying he’s really a handsome man.
gaze meets mine, I
sence and this heavy silence.
ed me
with his orders. Is this how he wants to
downstairs as he so kindly asked me and I slam his door
k and it was love at first sight for both of us, we haven’t left each other since. She stops for a moment then continues. – I wanted to tell you but I was waiting for the right moment. We plan to get engaged soon. she said, hugging him. called Xavier. I swallow with difficulty, trying to digest what she is telling me. But how long has this been going on? So all these evenings where she went out were to see him? Why didn’t she tell me about it sooner? Anger and disappointment are starting to creep up on me.
She comes closer to me but I step back, my vision is blurring, I must not c
de myself.
without even looking in their direction.
ck myself in my room and lean against the wall, my c
ee years have passed and yet my father’s death seems so recent to me.
ing to happen. The problem is that it’s still early, I wasn’t expecting it.
and immediately with a wild and rapid gesture I take off his jacket and throw it to the other side of the ro
.
…. I hurt everywhere, this day has been beyond awful and why are my f*****g tears not do they not stop? Pathetic, that’s what I am.
n is scary to see, a nice hematoma has settled on my cheek, my painful lips are swollen and my eyes…. pff I prefer not to talk abou
that belonged to my father and put it on.
ars ago…
– Why did you go out without wa
dscape.
g out in the middle of the night and dressed like this… he nods to my short black dress.
d breathe slowly.
Ryan.
to the steering wheel, making me jump
n? he shouts.
es fast, a little too f
I said, feeling panic rising in me.
this Ryan and I forbid you from seeing him again. he screams, scaring me.
ears start to come to me as I can’t sta
, slow down, we might have an acci
eading straight towards us.
are that often haunts me at night…the evening my father left us. I stand up in a sweat, and wipe away a few tears, my heart drums against my ribcage.
athing back to
moke a cigarette then after calming down, I lie down on my bed in the fetal position and hug the photo of my father tightly to my chest.
— Dad…
is accident, if only I had listened to him, if only I had not gone to that damn party…regrets are useless.
che due to my restless and short night. I glance at the time which reads 11:12. Fortunately today I have class at 2 p.m., I get up from my bed when
s future fiancé”.
mentally slap myself at my action and place it on my bed.
r saving me but the fact that he chose my mother as his future wife sounds weird in my head.
he was a complete stranger, and soon he will be like a father and that
ly behind me.
oks in my direction today, this bru
ns you.
ecause this place scares the shit out of me now.
ome home due to the delicious smell of chicken.
re going to return to this restaurant” she said from the kitchen.
back there, I’ll look for another job.
tomatoes and stares at me worriedly.
ou’re working, you have to concentrate on your studies, my darling.
lf some hot soup.
esn’t matter if I work while s
t something will happen to you again.
my accident.
ment.
s relieved.
I… she begins.
ze for this childish behavior that I adopted yesterday… I said gently.
eved and takes me in her ar
hispers.
moves away from me with a big smile.
nner? she said..
ts down on the sofa in front of the TV.
te Xavier for dinner… she shouts so that I can
displeases me…