I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 4

Leaning against the table, I stare bored at the small window of my classroom, I breathe in despair, I feel like an animal locked in a very small cage.

— I think it’s time,” says our English teacher, glancing at his watch.

I roll my eyes at his remark, it’s been exactly 27 minutes.

for me and with my explanations it will be easy, isn’t it Miss Kinn? He said to my attention accompanied by a mocking smile. Everyone is looking at

ently.

the room first.

rridor when someone calls out to me. I turn around and see that it’s Jason,

at him impatiently while waiting for the.

h his material, if you like..I… I could help you sinc

I would like

because from the start he has been desperately trying to approach me.

ointedly, turns his back on me and then leaves.

er my long walk, I finally return home. I throw

re finally home… said my mother, re

the kitchen.

ou cut the potatoes for me and then there’s also the salad, hurry up, we’re late.. she said, bustling in all dire

hat. I whispered, exasperated.

ints at me.

dress properly for once… she said.

t seemed interminable to m

have to get ready, my God, I’m really late… she cried, running to get to her room.

guest at all.

ke a quick shower and put on a light sweater and gray jogging pants,

r, I’m not ready to see it.

e her? I’m almost finished.. my mother wrote from her roo

sing that !

elf courage and open the door.

ds up straight, he wears a magnificent navy blue suit

aven

smile on the corners.

de and let him in.

x of pastries.

e the box from his hands.

t away the cakes.

er of my eye, I see him sit down and elegantly place his right ankle on his left knee. Still in the kitchen, I don’t

same tim

agnificent, somewhat tight-fitting red dress that reached above her knees accompanied by high

ith a charming smile while devouring her with his eyes and

hand.

It still feels weird to see a man other than

father touch her.

etly at my

ew minutes of torture for my

delicious chicken thighs are placed on the table.

ht in front of me.

of my parent.

no attention to it and enjoy my deli

r meal… I say to put on a good fac

ey respond in unison.

Mr. handsome guy suddenly asks me.

studying?

year of law… I said with my mouth fu

mother..

see, it’s very good.. he

work do you do? I asked in turn.

yer… he replies proudly while starin

company given your taste in clothes.. I said as innocently as possi

olds my furious mother.

d on hers.

starts eating.

informally… he said to me.

old to me.

at my response and my mother swallows crookedly. I look at them both and just shrug.

ease… my mother gets angry.

ue eating, they do the same and discuss without me what suits me.

vier’

lly didn’t want to see me from what

solent and has a strong character. I held back from smiling at his inappropriate r

ally delicious, ” I said te

rds me.

I glance at Liya throughout the meal, she was eating with her fingers w

and licks her fingers naturally, my gaze does not leave her luscious lips.

not believe it not counting.

the table. says her mother dryly, annoyed by her daughter’s behavior.

rk.

enderly to Marie

h all her teeth, she leans towards me.

happy

t the meal, she ate with her fingers without any embarrassment, it was rathe

rally, my gaze does not leave her lus

he has crazy charm and she doesn’t r

Marie says dryly, annoyed by her daughter’s behavior.

k.

is preparing tea.

m the Kitchen.

t the same time, accompanied by a binder and heads towards what

er a few mo

s POV

understand absolutely anything.

rtly my fault since I

.

nds of shivers in me and my hair pleasantly caresses the back of the neck.

you doing.

ack to my concerns while deliberately ignoring his question.

ut me asking him, he naturally sits right next to me.

ximity, why is he intimidating me so much?

you doing? He insists in his incredibly hoarse v

st the table and face him.

o sound comes out of my mouth, he is magnificent but up close he is to die for, his thin mouth displays a smile

, his blue eyes hypnot

pull myself tog

ever taking my eyes off him.

uestion, what are you studying? he asks gen

responded hurriedly, hoping that he wo

pinion since on suddenly he snatches the paper from my hands.

m like a child.

and concentrates on my

his chin, a sign of reflection, it’s impossible, he is attractive in any situation.

in my contemplation.

d progress, I see. he said, pointing to my blank sheet of paper.

o

know English?” I asked, surprised but also to provoke him.

’t underestimate me…ton t- He.

r to mine,

and his virile man’s hands.

inder and

t to feel hot.

I had suspended my breathing.

y nostrils.

yes express a strange and fascinating glow.

tered, ashamed of hav

myself and try to concentrate, okay? he re

he continue

I said after a few minutes with

ng.

pen my eyes wide, realizing my words.

how? He said, staring at me

t…

o answer me but fortunately my kindergarten came just in

face her, she looks at us tenderly with a broad smile.

ll… she said happily.

vier suddenly gets up to

of my

parent.

elp and apparently my explanations are incredible” … he said, winkin

said.

how he sees me, a kid…

sitate.. he says.

the arm and takes him to the living room. I blow loudly and tu

ear.

im it has become much easier.

er a good hour with a smile on my face. I’m tired, I put my things away and go into the living room when I see them

l my eyes and rush up the st

long day.

r a moment and think about earlier. Why did the proximity of our bodies put me i

rs at the mere touch of him?

it normal to feel all these things about your future fat

ale his manly scent.

up, leave my room and quickly

m, but I see my mother alone in the ki

?

d to…Liya where are you going?

ards the front door.

to what she says to me and o

eezes when he notices my presence.

me with long strides until he finally faces me….