I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 43
Liya’s point of view
— shhh, mom is here
I tenderly stroke my daughter’s hair and move closer to her when she emits little complaints and moves all over the place.
g. I place a kiss on her forehead and walk away when I’m sure she’s gone back to sleep.
d, I’m sleepy but I know I won’t be able to sleep.
s stops my breathing for a moment.
lips.
ther ado, light up using my phone, and look for something to sit on, being careful to make as li
sed, put on my sports shoes and I’m ready.
airs
one.
t I have no choice!
ging will really take place..
s me up and
down with one eyebrow raised and I go down the steps to join him.
see,” I replied uneasil
l seconds, looking at me with a funny look, waiting for me to sp
ease?
still looking at
en waiting for you for
d head towards the front door, I take
rms. Surprised by his gesture, I am about to ask him what is wrong but he beats me to it.
ng helplessly, and today I understood. It was enough for him to reappear for the faded flower to revive. I don’t like him, I never appreciated this Xavier,
is words and tighten my embrace holding back my tears and appreciating his gentle caress on my hair.
y forehead before encouraging me to leave my home.
ook in his direction, I find myself outs
s from the icy wind but also the presence of this man who is there a few meters from me and whom I had believed would no longer be possible. My body refuses to move, the beating of my heart is powerful and uncontrollable when I perceive his gaze wandering along my tense body, I struggle to breathe when he reduces the distance that separates us, his smell imposes itself in my lungs proving to me that it is indeed there, that it is not yet another dream but the
reality .
ly at his delicious lips, I prepare myself mentally, this is the moment when we were goi
r breath, to meet again…he approached me, let him hurry up and touch me otherwise it’ll be me who jumps on him..
ing? , he tells me, showing me the direc
lm me, what…?
un without
I follow him with my head elsewhere and doing my best to hide
t I fee
thing is heard.
he day before I thought I understood that this jogging will be hot and unforgettable…
riends? Does he regret being with me and does he think about the woman he left stranded yesterday?
ng mercilessly on our motionless bodies.
my eyes off his hypnotic ones.
ps of water.
his hands on my
hadow of doubt crossing his pupils. What’s happening to him ? What is he thinking? I want to scream and have the answers to my questions but no sound comes out of my mouth.
s day was going to take this turn…
proaches me and his surprisingly warm palm slides against mine, I don’t have time to react before he sets
rhythm no
t of times.
ious rain. This is how our jogging ended, which I find very
exciting.
them for a moment, slumped on the seat, I o
ter, large encompassing it perfectly, this simple contact is enough to accelerate my heart rate. How many times have I dreamed of its simple touch on my skin? I avoid meeting his intense
road.
f a small house that I don’t know, I look at it attentively, simple and beautiful and I like it. He takes us into what I imagine to be his home, and it’s only once inside that he releases my hand to get some towels.
away
nd his lips are only a few centimeters
begin.
we’re going to cool off.
f frustration, what is he playing?
owards the kitchen and it is only now that I notice that he is shirtless, wearing only his sports jogging pants…
don’t I haven’t forgotten, I am now free to observe it entirely without feeling any regret.
k, my hand caressing his lower abdomen to venture under his shorts where a beautiful bump is currently deforming his jogging .
at the erotic thoughts I just had.
thighs tighten between them at the dark and wild look he covers me..I desire him like never before, he belongs to me, I want to feel him inside me..
o you want ?
he pushes me to admit it loud and clear.
rate us.
pered.
f he continues I will die of frustration. We are so close, that with each of our breaths, our chests brush against each other. I devour his lips with my gaze, and he does the same, he is as impatient a
mb caresses my open lips.
? ‘
says my name, sensual and full of des
g thrills at your simple touch, I want you to give m
entirely inside
to the point of losing my mind..