I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 45

Six years later

Xavier’s point of view..

I’ve been stuck on the road for more than half an hour, I regret not having taken my bike and with this stifling heat, sweat is unpleasantly beading on my forehead .

retch, exhausted from my long day.

notice that the waiting room is empty which is normal given the current time.

ngèle..

Xavier…you’re late this evening,” notes the yo

and head towards the doctor’s office.

wait..”

ping me when there are no more patients and it is time of the

t respect their appointment time.

you .

”

dissatisfied with my sudden intrusion. A few rebellious strands escaped from her messy bun framing her pale and exhausted

Good evening dear doctor, I whispered with a smi

er..

er…we agreed that

I deliberately ignored his remark with my

n my pocket

.

r chair , I stare at her hard, ready to scold her.

put up with me at noon too since you don’t take good care of yourself.

stens her dr

portunity to read the newspaper placed at the coffee table and let her work

as usual.

g, I do not pay attention to its consultation. Turning

next page, my gaze shifts to my wife an

ent. I never tire of looking at it.

tention when he coughs violently.

then takes care of her torso, which is not so skinny after all.

fingers are crumpling the newspaper. I force myself to concentrate on my reading again, once the consultation is over, she asks him to follow her and I swear that bastard squinted at my wife’s captivating hip swing. It’s decided ! She will go on a diet, with her weight gain, her pos

that I can’t hear.

er trying to seduce her annoys me!

it beneath him. his muffled complaint.

a smile, hope my message got through.

riefly before leaving at full speed. that’s one less!

gns in the cabin, it becomes unbearable. Only my wife’s irregular breathing behind my back is heard.

onse.

he journey is made in silence, only the darkness of the night and the wind accompany us.

aring away my patients? “

me that you didn’t notice that he was flirting with you? I don’t like that kind of guy, I said beside myself, imagining a thousand an

ins.

in glued to the road waiting for her to continu

just let yourself be guided by your jealousy which has no place without worrying about what I might feel, she unpacks, gesturing with her hands.

ue…she doesn’t understand!

bout the guy from earlier.

let it happen? I thought you had confidence in me Xavier. If the most beautiful man comes to see me, I don’t care. I’m just doing my job and th

ogue.

I have blind trust in you, the

f and all these dark ideas that play around

.

ssessive? I know it, Xavier, but in the long run it su

ks dest

ns and she places her soft hand on mine, which is tense at the wheel.

es drive me crazy, I don’t care that you are much older than me. It’s only you who matters, I will never abandon you, my old man. I chose you from this countless number of men so be calm, she whispers.

at I have in my hands.

e heavy sometimes.

she teases me.

ine our fingers and place a soft ki

ake the time to bring the car into the garage.

rn, it is much too silent. I spot

the kitchen.

ep, Lisa?

tes ago.

y to go upstairs. The

alk away from them and quickly head towards our room.

’s point of v

room and return to our bedroom. My day was long and exhausting and Xavier added his two cents with his misplaced jealousy! I sigh loudly, I need a good shower to wash aw

s me with a comforting s

immediately, removing my little dress which jo

like that. My body has changed, fat

stretch marks as well.

ined 3 kilos more which is quite obvious. I no longer maintain my body unfortunately due to my lack of time.

arm water.

ips, then my stomach which twists unde

. Your stretch marks bear witness to the treasures you gave birth to. My hands can only enjoy touching your buttocks and breasts which have increased in volume and you can see how I am becoming more and more possessive. You know that I love falling asleep on your stomach which is becoming more and more comfortable.

And I didn’t know that you liked curvy women, you who said that you prefer thin ones like I was before, lia

s I want another child..many others.

ld.

mprehensible under his breath before putting his hands on my shoulders.

let me relax, you’re

 Then he soaps his hands which venture over my body and I let him wash me.

lm and relaxation which is so rare and which we sorely need. 

.

lf vigorously, then he does the same operation for my body, instead of covering us with our towels, he lifts me up, everything

oth naked, he takes us to our room, making me understand that our evening is not

ed, he takes u

ngertips the wrinkles on his forehead, the corners of his eyes then his half-open lips.

ake love to you tenderly,” he whispers, which makes my

body vib

years passing by and the children, we do not take full advantage of each other and we are content with quick enjoyment. And besides, we hadn’t

ely. Our lips are slowly revealed, our tongues are not yet ready to tease each other, we take advantage of the moment, of each other’s presence. His hands caress my shoulders, my stomach, avoiding my

against his hard chest.

e kisses me more passionately, our saliv

his broad shoulders. He leaves my lips to venture onto my jaw which h

ting it in his mouth and inflicting gentle torture on it. He pleasantly caresses my chest, my eyelids close when his other hand descends, slowly, running across my

er, ” I sighed.

el him smile ag

h no longer has any secrets for him. He moves slowly back and forth to torture me, and I beg him to go faster and of course the gentleman does not comply. He abandons

fy myself a little more but he reprimands me by

t. He withdraws his fingers feeling me wet enough and I can’t help but groan in frustrat

earby.

o it, preferring to have control, but now I want him too much and let him manhandle me as he wants.

ollapse. He keeps his eyelids closed, his breathing becomes faster, he kisses my neck, his wet tongue accentuates my pleasure. I savor with delight the pleasure that my man gives me.

’re both going to cum too quickly. I gently pull on his hair forcing h

moans muffle in our mouths, enjoying the addictive movements of our pelvises. The o****m is very close, our movements back and forth become more uncontrollable, faster, deeper, more delicious…and we reach the long-awa

ting thrust.

, somewhat exhausted but fulfilled. He tenderly caresses my hair and my back and I caress his fairly hairy chest.

’m preg

I know, my darling

ickly, questioning him with a look

he said with a smile on his lips.

warm arms.

, I am happiest by your side.

ou were temptation, a forbidden fruit, as beautiful as you were intimidating.. you were my mother’s fiancé.. the forbidden man, I shouldn’t love you and from now on you are the man of my life.

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