I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 6
Liya’s POV
I go home and go up to my room.
— Liya, are you back? my mother shouts from her room.
es, mom..
undress.
— Did your jogging go well? she asks, leaning against my doo
h very good… I an
?
in a hurry, mom..
ush into the bathroom to end his interrogation and lock myself inside.
e water and rush into the cabin, lettin
ious smell that emanated from his body.
vantage of it, he plays a dangerous game…I hate him.
t day
ago.
et ready for my first day of classes.
s done me more harm than good.
which suits me perfectly. I simply dress as usual, take my school bag and quietly leave the house.
y house I take the bus, I would still have preferred to walk.
d it is huge, I go inside in amazement. My heart beats much faster, I still can’t believe I was accepted.
wards the amphitheater which is h
e that it’s a call from Xavier, what does this one want from me? I finally pick up.
? I asked bored.
o Liya.
ah, hello, then?
hat time do you f
t you.”
.
s up, aargh I hate not having the last
h to put my device away and give my full attent
s really long but I’m not disappoi
nst the ground.
shit
I realize that this idiot is crus
ng beard.
h! Excuse me..
gets up and helps m
re you’re stepping?
es?
rutinizin
didn’t see you.. he said with a charming smile, showing his perfectly white teeth.
school bag and turning my back on him.
.
I’m in a hurry.
t, cross the small alley and continue on my way.
hat ?
and see him more beautiful than ever.
son makes my heart rate accelerate.
poor Liya! Without further ado, he opens the door for me like a gentleman.
I would come with yo
ed smile a
like last time and in front of all the ot
tisfied look
without further delay.
s .
Um very good.. I replied simply
.
going this way?
’ll take you to my place.
me? This man gets on my nerves.
go to your house.
will come and have dinner with us.. he said, ignor
urn !
es even more.
ts much faster, my hands become sweaty and I close my eye
low down… I whispered.
ied look on me.
hing is f
window and ignore him the whole way. Since this damn accident, I avoid all kinds of transport and I prefer to walk.
at home, I’m going t
then his jacket and undoing the buttons of his shirt one by one.
for you.
finally comes upstairs and I mentally slap myself for having had
ou be so sexy except in pajam
d try to look away.
e dinner without your mother, she will be late.
m heading towards the kitchen. I get up and join him.
What are we e
salad and spring rolls, does that suit you?
g hand?
ine, settle in, you’re my guest this evening.. he said, winking at me.
good..
too.
s more on my dish because it intimidates me too much.
Thank you for this dinner.. I say, satisfied and lick m
e one by one.
emove my index finger from my lips.
ing, I said, red with shame.
closes his eyes for a moment and t
ure in front of a man.
d clears his plate.
in a low voice.
t… he says from the ki
table.
s in his
hands.
hem later, you won’t touch anything” he p
my hands.
ish.. I say, shrugging my shoulders without insis
eaves the kitchen
piano?
ce you were
ing.
own and taps the free space near it.
ake me pray and
you know how to play? He asks in turn
ally.
slightly and places his fin
o listen to in particular?
. I replied without hesi
iciously.
lowly and I let myself be carried away by this melody and its captivating smell that surrounds me. My father played this p
e most in the world… .I miss you terribly dad.
me weak.
his particular and soothing smell against my face.
open my eyes.
ctrifies me.
the softness of his palms.
ut yet in the next
ing.
aze.
, there is not enough light and that suits me.
tart breathing normally.
this vision annoys me.
ion, I roll up my pants and delicately dip my feet into the water.
the full moon, I lo
his magical atmosphere and rushed inside.
watching what I assume is a
imace inwardly.
heir attention.
stay.
ly prefer to go back.
t to stay here.
.
pers.
good night.
e leave his home.
but I stops him. — Can we walk plea
w.
mile happy that he didn’t ask m
straight ahead. His hands are in his pants pockets.
l-muscled arms, his messy hair… Everything, Everything about him is attractive.
ng me a look over his shoulder.
is perfect body. I nervously hug my backpack against me, the silence is starting to get heavy.
,” he said.
eyes. I try to look straight ahead and answer him:
without difficulty.
ys a winning smile and throws my poor little bag on his shoul
I
quicker… I said.
e night
e.
ected question.
s…
u would be in a relationship… he murmurs.
at do you mean a girl like me? A tomboy ? I said
le of clothing, it makes you mysterious, we only want to know what is hidden under his loose clothes… he whispers, winking at me.
ing.
am I the one who has this effect on you?
ty, which makes a smile appear on his lips.
of yourself, you are not the least attractive in the world..
to his right with a frown.
t?” I asked, looking in the same direction as him but with the darkness I couldn’t
lls me closer to him until our arms brush.
es he feel all the shivers that run thro
ip.
growls harshly.
look everywhere and I can barely see a group of men, my heart starts to beat faster. These litt
reassures me.
in a tone that was intended to be calm.
e continue on our way with our hands intertwined. It’s so nice to feel protected by a man, a real man!
rmally built woman wants.
my mother…a lot.
e.
I didn’t have time to be afraid to tell you everything with a specimen like you at my side, I was rather bu
instead, I stay sil
to remove it either because I admit that I like its touch, its large palm is so soft and firm. its wild scent teases my nostrils, how can it always smell so good?
y… I said suddenly.
st.
iend .
my cheek uncomfortably.
ing to let you slip away.. he said in a teasing tone.
at all my type…
me there.
’s gotten used to it, I quickly push his
weird thing is that I wanted to prolong this little moment.
k? I ask when we arrive at my door.
taxi, your mother must have been waiting for me for a while. he said, lightly scratching his growing beard.
as I re
d my waist as if to still hold me against him. this gesture surprises me and completely electrifies me, my cheek is against his
embarrassment he inhales my scent deeply, I
him to do it to the daughter of the woma
m his grip.
ssed.
the keys out of my bag and unlock the door, I slip in, before closing it I see him a few steps away staring at me intently. I s
s with a smile on the corner.
against my chest.
But damn why do my bea
his presence? It’s stup
long breath and lazily go up to my r
parable. After
exhausted by this tour.
s night, i
imidly, today I find that the sky is cloudy and the wind blows a not very strong which makes my ponytail fly in all directions.
ore putting it out.
afar, I recognize it as Xavier’s, he parks just below, he exchanges a languorous k
same moment pushes him back against the wall and rushes me inside, my heart beating.
Hopefully
l of a new message.. .Xavier!
jamas.
ame!! I huff loudly and roll my eyes, what an idiot!
e in my pocket. I take my school bag,
y good mood, no need to tell you
ello my d
o mom… I said, kissing her.
don’t hurry I risk missing my bus.
ll and sit down like yesterday right in front.
race woman just to my left.
with a smile.
ghbor.
lly, it’s Inaya, she i
hand which she shakes.
sterday… I replied.
it” she says while taking a computer out of her bag.
u have a USB key? she as
ywhere.
orgot it” I said shyly.
them to you.
you really help me. I said
g at me.
hen exchange a few smal
ours of lesson
me of her friends and I prefer to stay alone.
t worrying about the looks the other students may give
ke out my tablet and open my mailbox to check the lessons that Inaya
when I feel someone looking at me. I was not mistaken, not far from me is the man who rushed at me yesterday, his friends are
ch.
where.