I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 5

No sound comes out of my mouth, you could say that her almost perfect beauty doesn’t help me pull myself together. The faint light of the moon delicately illuminates his face despite the darkness, I can clearly see his steel blue eyes, he scrutinizes me for a long time waiting for me to speak.

— I.. uh,..I wanted to.

Awesome ! I can no longer string two words together, a grin appears on his thin lips and he growls shamefully.

…

tilts his head slightly, his hands in his pockets, he is so tall that I have to straighten my poor litt

here… he retorts.

denly hand him his jacket.

nding it to me, I didn’t have time to wash it, well, I assure you that it is clean and… I could

is jacket still in my hands making me get closer to his body.

rs away, his breath falls deliciously on my face, we are too close for my taste.

my breathing accelerates. He moves closer until his lips brush against my ear, causing thousands of shivers to run through my body.

s with his masculine scent.

would have preferred you to keep it than to

t my red cheek

but puts me in all sorts of states. He pulls away this time for real and takes the jacket from my hands.

u have to go home, you risk catching a cold, good night Liya,” he says, gently ru

ned, he heads towards his car. , elegantly gets into his vehicle which he starts, he gives me a little sign which I respon

h up the stairs in order to avoid any discussion with my

I lock myself in my room.

y stomach.

ilishly handsome and intimidating, which explains the strange feelings I feel towards him, yes that’s probably it.

* A week later

ther writes from the living room.

y, she dec

nstitutional law book shut and

arms crossed against my chest.

s at me excitedly, a big smile h

something in her bag.

she has in store for me. She takes out

s I read, my mouth and eyes opened wide.

that’s not true. how did the most famous university in the city accept me? They st

reathe,” she says.

aches me and places her hand against my arm.

it.

she said to me.

nce dad died, why will that change?

er arm.

put it into your head that from now on Xavier is part of our lives, there is no harm i

frowns slightly.

r so you can call him.

dea.

day

a nice little cigarette.

hat can I say to him? Finally I prefer to send him a message, It’s simpler, no need to rack my brains.

you have done. There is

’s it, all that’s left to do is wait for him to answer me.

a minute my phone rings, it’s him, he’s calling me

nd a message?

sts.

d angrily.

swer on the second ring.

e… he said in his hoarse voice.

ice brings strange sensations to my b

.

retorts.

yes at his un

said earlier.

I want to tell you that I di

ppears on my lips.

e remarks.

ly, I spend my time on the balcony, my little routine that I like..

ars curious as I am I ask him.

re you doing

eplied

h a suit.

remark, I wanted to catch up but he was quicker.

— I would like it if it could be possible but unfortunat

?

eality.

–

ms that are twice your size? he said in a

tone.

d defensively.

er relea

ing to panic have I gone too far?

harshly.

sure I understood his question.

making me jump slightly.

wants to play that, he’ll die

d transparent, that suits you or you want to know if I’m wearing a thong while we’re at it? I sa

the previous one, then in a furious voice he shouts at me.

Do you realize your outfit?

ny and anyone can see you?

ime, everything is calm, I said as innocently as

he writes to himself.

his mood like that?

your business as far as I know, you’re the pervert in the story… I said beside myself.

— Be ready

he subject?

. ?

I’ve ever had….

next day

startle ,

e at the time, it’s 4:17.

rs of lying on my bed unable to sleep, I finally got up to get ready.

rt, black jogging pants and my

n’t have to go but there is something that pushes me to do it, who know

ck the door, all I have to do is wait for him. I turn around suddenly when I see him right in front of me and I scream in fright.

e or what? I said in a low voice to make as little noise as possible.

ith this smile that annoys me.

and take a closer loo

andsome guy wi

Absolutely not wanting to chat with him, I put on my headphones and

laylist.

ithout really knowing where we are going, finally he follows me silently and we sta

r since he breathes normally.

good hour of running, we start walking, I realize that we are now in a forest, the same one where I picnicked with my father, where we camped together and where I also took

try to resume normal breathing.

est a little… he says, sitting

avier’s

t take it anymore. I drink a few sips of water, out of the corner of my eye I see her finish her bottle at once, this vision makes me smile,

he asks in her sweet voice.

taking my eyes off her.

aying attention to the insects or complaining about the blisters on her feet, or whatever else which was the complete opposite of her mother. They are absolutely not alike.

r charm.

n, it is almost disturbing, she seems far, far away, I would like to know what she is thinking

ld are you ? she asks, s

how muc

dex finger on her ch

tone.

m thirty-four years old.

ly old, tell me..

said annoyed.

hones.

utiful smile and places her hands on my shoulders and without me expecting it she kneed me

.

myself.

sture.

iya, run… I threatene

o I pursue her.

t a tree.

ree herself but unfortunately her wrists are firmly imprisoned.

t.

you we

rs innocently.

her fruity shampoo, the smell is simply delicious .

ishment…

e doesn’t push me away, she’s just frozen, I move a

r all over. It is

ease me or frighten me? I do not kno

so soft, it is as tend

r perspiration and suddenly I find myself propelled violently backwards.

big pervert..

me to continue on her way.

le

g her.

s.

xpressed everything except fear.

by the wrist making her turn around but she pushes me away violent

atens.

irection, come back right away.

mined step, I walk towards her until I am at her side, I pick her up by the waist and place her quickly on my shoulder.

itatedly, hitting me everywhere.

her perfectly plump bottom and

y calms down.

don’t you dare touch my butt?

ttle spanking, I can do it again if you don’t stay st

e wants to rape me

ere’s no one here” I said simply.

made me smile.

she begged me.

let you go but first we’re going to eat, I’m extremely hungr

e protests.

barrassed by the situation and I burst out laughing.

I hate

I think the f

minutes, we go inside under the curious gaze of the customers.

ld you like to have for today?

king Liya?

ul, she makes

at kind of woman.

ers in front of the young girl’s face.

as surprised as the cashier. This one, red with shame, stammers out apologies and we lea

quickly.

that you were jealous?

? You will be my father-in-law, it’s abs

air.

lk in silence while eating. We arrive in front of her house after a few minutes.

ld her back.

— This afternoon I will take your mother to a nice restaurant, would you

an arched eyebrow.

… she says in a dry tone.

dn’t offer me to come home, what a nasty character this girl is.

e…