I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 39
Xavier’s POV
Two days have passed since my arrival in France, and yet I have the impression that it’s been a lot longer. During these days, I rather take the time to get to know each member of her family, and in the end it is the grandmother that I appreciate the most, perhaps because she speaks the least.
It’s after 2 p.m., we all have lunch together, and during the meal I answer as best I can the many questions from my future in-laws. Soon their discussion turns around the wedding, the date, the preparations and Élisa becomes agitated like a flea talking about the dress she would like to wear.
h my dish, and vaguely listen to their conversation, which is not
bit interesting. My fiancée suddenly
d.
a small voice, a smile on her face.
ies, just that we don’t delay,
last mouthfuls of her plate.
, I indicated with my index finger the oth
negatively, arms on her hips
in the opposite direction.
lking wearily with my hands in my pockets in this not very welcoming hospital.
in my own way.
nd gives two little knocks on the door. I runs a hand over my hair, takes a deep breath to prepare myself for what
red woman, is lying down. her baby in her arms and her husband I suppose sitting next to her.
young woman, I try as best I can to appear jovial and greet them warmly. I congratulate the young
low.. . .
e to ask for her hand. I know she will be a perfect mother, her love for children and her gentleness impress me a lot.
y great
rtune or happiness because I had a horrible urge to
lisa understands it very quickly.
cially the baby.
rther delay after greeting them, I walk down
ces not far from me attract my attention, I look in their direction and see two young women in profile in white coats talking. I look away but immediately
could exist in this city it was not necessary that I only come across the one where she is! With a trembling hand I pass a hand over my tense face and force my legs to go in the opposite direction of this goddess…hurry up!
ved that she hasn’t noticed me, but on the other hand totally disturbed. In a few seconds, she was able to make me lose all my means…my poor thing, she will never leave your mind, that’s for sure.
you well? You suddenly loo
tals, I replied to Elisa’s driver.
t his side against the car
.
his cigarette between my fingers.
y cigarette and let the nicotine invade my lungs.
of all these doctors around me, I didn’t even know where to turn.
ldren do you have?
cting his answer, and yet he must not
ul family that
en and my wife are the most important things th
and I always look forward to the weekends to see them…
le hard for you?
t that I do not have enough means to make them live as they all deserve, but the love that reigns in
an you love and…
luntarily by patting his shoulder in a friendly manner.
the woman I love…and living my life with her…and this woman is far from being Elisa…I made the mistake once with Marie and apparently this is not enough since the same scene occurs again with
can I do? My conscience tells me that it is not too late and that I can win Liya back, but will I be able to look at her after what I put her
ugh? I never believe! The proof I fled like a
delay.
en encircles my neck with
laces a chaste kiss on my lips.
hey must all be waiting for us at home, she continues.
all get in the car.
of my fiancée’s villa, we a
ately.
ad.
oing on.
ous, I promis
me to ask other questions, I turn my back on her and impatiently cross the large garden.
? , asks the driver
ive you?
ne, thank you.
the vehicle and speed off under th
driver.
brain churns out a lot of insults aimed at me.
is Xavier hospital? To see her again ? She doesn’t
e back so stay away!
get!
ne..it’s simple move your a*s and ask if she’s inside.
e me, she’ll
now who this bastard is
isa
And then I tell myself that it’s better for me to
ft.
at when I see a group of young people
nge goodbyes
ke out a solitary figure, a blond head…extremely tight jeans, a tank top revealing a magnificent chest, a wasp waist , shiny
scadi
in front of everyone’s eyes unbears me.
ortunately.
would love to grab her long hair to access her beautiful throat and be able to whisper in her ear all that I feel for her, how crazy she drives me and how many things are impossible..
together when I see her walking and she begins to disappear from my field of vision.
r body and
imbs inside the car an
. don’t see it. She finally goes down and with long strides she rushes towards a house where she disappears very soon. his new home? To find out, I just have to spy.
ly. I walk towards the small lit window, and try to see what’s going on inside.
ently for a stranger’s face to appear. Finally it is she who enters my field of vision, but I am not disappointed with the spectacle she offers me, her red pajamas torture even more what is hidden under my pants. I try to silence
She then disappears, I don’t have time to be disappointed when she appears again with a smile on her f
..what the..? Is this her baby?
auses a sharp pain in my heart. chest .
y all over, making him smile and me too in passing. But my smile
’t understand, and then I can’t understand,
Yanis!
s a kiss on the forehead of the woman who makes my heart beat…
to be with this guy? He was supposed to be with his mother if I remember correctly so what the hell is he doing with her? In the end she attracts all the men who belong to her mother… you are not the best person to say that.
y from them, still in a state of shock and anger.
answer.
able to believe what I have just seen…I am sure it’s impossible, she can’t be with him, I have difficulty understanding it, I have to…I don’t want to believe it.
here frozen without being able to leave the place, but my eyes filled with hatred at the sight of Yanis’ silhouette on the balcony quietly smoking a cigarette.
to hear, he moves closer to her, stroking her hair and I give the steering wheel a violent knock when he kisses her.
t, no more doubt about them.