I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 41

Marie’s point of view

He is sincere. He loves my daughter, I can see that. Telling him the whole truth is the best thing to do, maybe I’m making a mistake.. maybe not. I just know that if I let him get away with all these lies, I won’t be at peace. I’m sorry Liya but it’s for your happiness and for him that I’m going to reveal everything.

— I’m listening to you, Marie, what do you have to say to me? “Xavier says impatiently, his jaw clenched.

of my drink, wondering where am I goin

abriel’s…”

t told me that it’s Yanis’s.. It’s impossible! She had lost him before my eyes and…and the baby that I saw with her seemed small enough for him to be Gabriel’s child, stop your little game and tell me the truth. blood !

r while shaking my head from side to side.

ruth. She lost one and the other miraculously survived. But my daughter suffered a lot

.

tches the back of his head nervously.

ilty about Marie every day, that day when the blood flowed between her legs had haunted me day and night, her face filled with contempt…I…

lms and murmurs incomprehensible words

And for the re

hmmm Yanis, .

of his trembling lips following my declaration, and in the

re about me, right? How can I believe you? Who tells me that all this is just a lie? I saw them, they kissed before my eyes, unless your girl flirts with her father-in-law without

wedding ring I’m wearing, do you think I’m having fun? Yanis is indeed my husband. The kiss was planned, Yanis di

m her?, he gives a grin on his lips.

s, since the death of his broth

e, I know it, believe me I bitterly regret my actions..”

ers and her bruised blue eyes meet mine.

m..

when I was your ex-fiancé and you hate me? This is strange I find, logic dictates that you keep me away from her, right?

s is in the past, now I am married and happy. And it’s my daughter’s happiness that counts. For two years she hasn’t been the same, something is missing. She rejects all the men who approach her, she wants us to believe that she has a heart of sto

I gently pat his hand and get up to leave the table. but he holds me, circling my wrist, gets up in turn and takes me firmly in his arms, placing his head in the crook of my neck.

rie. thank you for everything…, he w

hisper to him in turn.

a’s happiness is

ve the place somewhat relaxed.

r ….

I entered my home and closed the door

where are you?

oom. I enter the room discreetly, and what I see moves me and brings a smile to my face.

h them without making any noise, I gently take my daughter in my arms and I lay her down on her cradle, taking care not to wake her. I look at her with a smile on her lips, she sucks her thumb with her head thrown back, this bitch sleeps like her mother, in all possible positions unable to stay st

anymore

my sore neck to try to ease the pain. I feel two warm palms placed on my shoulders and Yanis’ breath against my neck.

didn’t mean to wake you,” I apologized without turning around. still contem

released from my body.

f together.

unch.

rt.

wrong..

preciate Yanis so much who is now my father-in-law…I admit that all this is strange but I have gotten to know him and I know that I can always count on him on him..but there is something that bothers me..The memories of this

t came to my mind.

*

ng for Yanis in the living room when I see her on the balcony with a cigarette between her

t you wouldn’t smoke

.

nly.

ost.

nge in mood.

s my temple as usual but my eyes widen when he places his lips on mine and he kisses me ge

is here…, he breathes against m

a sudden? I am about to push Yanis away but he surrounds my waist bringing me closer to his body and deepening his kiss.

t we are together, but that’s not what I want, not with Yanis who is my father-in-law for goodness sake! I’m not the type of person Xavier will think, no I’m not going out with the man who was sup

?

the back of my hand.

–

me alone, take Yanis out, please ” I said trembling not being able to look him straight in the

flashba

for kissing him, said – I in a tone of r

ses up against me and depends the next moment

s you wanted him..

no, I don’t want him to c

m? “

n’t want to be t

.

ch to know what he might think of you?

t’s me who remains silent, why? I don’t know ! He’s right, and Xavier is going to get married soon, he doesn’t care about me at

k it’s time for me to go, my break is ov

y him to the door.

et what happened, okay? “

er-in-law, I teased him to lighten the mood. His lips

my

mile.

ou tomorrow then..

losing the door and finding myself alone. Forgetting..easier said than done

lf a

baby wake up. I start to cut my

e is sleeping and he rings the bell! What could he have forgotten this time. I wake up. rushes to open it to scold him, the door opened wide, my body freezes at the sight of an imposing build, a black suit, a hard face, and…his electric eyes…that is he doing there?

wing what to do, I suddenly slammed the door in his face and leaned against it with my heart beat

p for me Liya…

but close my eyes to this devilishly hoarse sound that I had misse

you afraid of ? “

our power to make me lose all control, of your gaze which manages to read in me, of the hurtful words that you could throw at me again

‘I’ll go, I promise,

st for a few min

to

come in.

ms which makes him atrociously attractive…he still has not lost his charm, on the contrary even more irresistible ..and always inaccessible…forbidden.

calmly, trying to hide my confusion.

e.

hest, I don’t move an inch and tell him that I’m fine like this… My reply draws a s

t here? ” he asks with a raised eyebr

you see, I g

pants, my white tank top and my face. His gaze is so intense that it makes me uncomfortable…this simple look that ignites all my

, he blurted out in a whisper. What is

ut?

I’m definitely with Yanis. If you don’t want to believe me, that’s…

off.

proaches me until he is at my height and tilts his head to the side, staring at me strangely.

ur mother

verything.

e promised me!

y all

t change anything, what I want is clear!”

— N

loser, which makes me step back at the same time.

on’t be able to bear the intensity of his wild gaze. I must not give u

her while rocking our bodies slowly. She sniffs loudly and her

treasure while stroking her soft hair as she likes and very quickly she falls asleep again. I kiss her on the forehead before

her on her bed.

ok like you at all.

ticed that he was in the room.

ther in miniature, I replied with a sad smile on my lips

me?

briellela.

have become unknown.

f this Apollo immediately…yes but I don’t move a millimeter as if paralyzed.

eath meets my skin. His presence seems unreal to me but is so desired. I knew ho

ng you.

ing married tomorrow.

.

this serious mistake,

ging and captivating voice.

marriage.

s on my slumped shoulders, he turns me so that our faces face each other. He looks at me, his blue eyes stare at me for a long time. Does he see how much I suffer? The power of my desire for him? The indefinable love I have for him?

rs, leaning towards me so that his thin lips brush against my feverish forehea

your hair, feel their soft texture again, place my head against your neck

your pulse beating against my temple, I would love so much that you

o other…and of your baby who will be ours…I want you! My body, my soul and my heart cry out for you. Let’s just try together..

is very mutual. But I can never do it…give us a second chance! And besides, should I believe it? I’m lost .

and

ter for him and for me.

is teeth biting me to

ongues caressing each other..

at in a voice full of contempt that su

, that’s it, go away.

eacefully away from you, I whispered, my throat tight with all the lies thrown around.

and his lips pursed.

e.

bye Xavier!